Shall You Compare Me To A Summer's Day?

The answer is: Yes, you shall!

It's been very long since my last post. har-har. Like anyone cares. I'm having this late night cramming thing where I forgot to study for the whole weekend then decides to study the midnight before Monday and I just finish reading 2 chapters of Noli book and I've marked 3 chapters that I've skipped because I got lazy and didn't read it. =))
I'm suppose to study English so that I could study for Computer tomorrow but right now seems so...? ahahah! I'm really tired (can't you see?) so I'm probably not making sense right now but who cares! I'm fully tired right now, not just because it's 12 something am and I'm still studying; no, it's because last week was so tiring that I've forgot that the following week will be as much as hell as before but good thing after a very hellish week I'm going to sit back and complain about the graphics of New Moon. Yes! 5-er 4 more days till New Moon and I'm soooooooo exited... NOT! You know what's more exciting than me getting sarcastically excited about new moon? Guess what? You know what? Guess what? PRACTICUM! ahahah! I'm excited yet scared of the results. Speaking of results, they're going to reveal to us who is the next SHS top model... just kidding... they're going to show us our grades for the 2nd quarter this wednesday (Oo-er).

For the Practicum:

Pre-order your bubbles right now before it get sold out! (Okay, this is a joke! ahahaha. I really had to post this in facebook because it's so hilarious! Everyone is posting about pre-ordering shirts and ballers but I'm pre-selling bubbles. It's for the younger demographic and the younger costumers. What's not to like about bubbles? If you could answer that, please tell me. Don't make me blow you a bubble!)

For Laughs:

(Just for laughs. I could control myself. I HAD TO POST THIS!)

P.S.
I'm so in love with Landon

P.P.S.
I'm gonna leave now!

P.P.P.S
Isn't Landon so hot?

For The Future Entrepreneurs of The Future

I am really tired now. First day back from a not so long weekend and I'm already tired. I hate school. School makes me look old. Not in a good way. (Before MOR)

To Do List
[x] Practice for Henry Sy
[] Watch JONAS
[] Watch 90210
[] Watch Gossip Girl
[x] Watch Glee
[] Practice for Music
[] Watch Vampire Diaires
[x] Watch TBL (CANCELLED! :|)

Events:
- Practice for Entrep
- Practical Test in Music
- Monday Schedule
- Training
- Peace Talk

Today: (English Period) Poetry reading was really patok. Super funny expressions from some of my classmates. (CL Period) Talking about what were the causes of sins was really funny. After that I dozed out. (Peace Talk) That was not about Peace. There was this funny kid, though. (Music) Practical test. :| ahahaha. You see how boring life is.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOM FELTON!!!

This Entry is really really Boring.... Now I'm going to watch Degrassi.
Peace Out

Stressed Out: Part Two

This is the type of stress that I have (I was suppose to post this last week but I was busy) - Clearly, I have Hyperstress which is, according to the handouts given to us by our Health teacher, another type of negative stress.
- It comes when a person is forced to undertake or undergo more than he or she can take.
- A stressful job that overworks an individual will cause that individual to face hyperstress.
- A person with this type of stress may tend to react to even the littlest of stressors (source of stress) with hugh emotional outbreaks
- This can lead to serious emotional and physical repercussions.
(source: www.stressfocus.com)

Early Warning Signs of Stress
(if there is an "x" mark on it it means I'm experiencing whatever it is stated after the "x" mark)

Physical Signs
[x] Muscle Tension
[x] Headache
[x] Upset Stomach (must be because I did not eat lunch today)
[x] Pounding heart (after every subject)
[x] Shortness of breath (again, after every subject)
[x] Increased sweating (ugh!)
[x] Dry mouth (This sucks because I don't always bring my lip balm at school)
[] Skin Rash (never had one)
[x] Trembling or twitching
[x] Grinding teeth, nail biting (when I'm angry when there's lots of home work to be done, grinding teeth, I mean)

Emotional Signs
[x] Irritability, anger (always. Note to self: must change this attitude)
[x] Impatience (Bayani Third World)
[x] Nervousness (before every subject)
[x] Forgetfulness (names of classmates :|)
[x] Inability to concentrate (laugh)
[x] Negative thinking ("Wala na, di na ako papasa!")
[x] Loss of interest
[x] Self-criticism
[x] Increased crying (WAAAH! :(( )

Behavior Signs
[x] Loss of appetite (shhhh!)
[x] Overeating (Loss of appetite and this?! Pick one, Janine!)
[] Drug abuse (does vitamin c tablets count?)
[x] Sleep problems (Note to self: must change this)
[x] Restlessness
[x] Hurrying, talking fast
[x] Withdrawing from relationship (friendships :|)
[x] Criticizing others (all the time!)
[] RecklessBehavior
[] Fidgeting

All in all, I can't take it anymore. You might ask why do I complain and yet have time writing this entry . . . well loss of interest, I guess. And this makes me feel better and organize and it helps me with my everyday activities. The thing is, I need to do my health homework (art of cramming, I should write a book about it) and I've loss interest in it. No one can blame me, the topic that I've brought up is still related to Health. I'm in the verge of falling asleep and failing to do my homework. Damn me and my lack of interest. Damn my art of cramming. As much as I curse cramming let me say that I love it! To tell you the truth, I work best under pressure. Except for over the top projects (such as IPs, History Projects and others, they will always be an other).

Today: Mary-like dressing. Wore a black skirt and a yellow top, I looked like an angry teacher. This that may have started suckish but it was great at the end. Because I got to wore normal clothes. Hallilujah! Training! Training! Training!

NOW I CAN REST IN PEACE
NOT!

Stressed Out

Today was declared a national holiday and naturally "holidays" are made so that we can rest but so far I've been stressed out. I have a confession . . . ever since we had our first quarterly exams I've always felt like everyday is an exam for me. I can't sleep without studying every subject and I'm really stressed out. It's really weird that I'm stressed out right now and tomorrow we have two quizzes in health about stress. I'm stressed because I haven't studied about stressed yet and we have a presentation about it, I think. I can't take it anymore. I'm mentally ill! We have two quizzes in health, a quiz in History about something I don't know and a quiz in Filipino about Bayani Third World. I don't know why they are very angry in the whole movie and why they are arguing about Rizal in the whole film and very rude to the family of Rizal (I know they're just imagining it but hello if you want to be realistic then they should be realistic in time and rules of society! DAMN THEM!). I hate the movie it's like they're trying to find something wrong about Rizal but really they're just making a movie about Rizal and they just want something interesting about him. ARG! Rizal is Rizal and nothing more! I want to swear so much! :|

After Dinner
They just don't understand why I can't do things that easy. There are always consiquences in life, what ever you do. (bad word), I hate Bayani Third World. It's so idiotic. wth! :|

If You Don't Take A Risk Then You Are A LOSER!

August 27, 2009

Killing someone in the line of duty
(My mind that day because I was very angry!): Duty can mean anything. Duty can mean a security guard's duty or an assassin's duty.
A guard has no full consent on killing the person but an assassin can choose to be or not to be an assassin and the assassin probably would love his/her job.
In the Movie, "Wanted", it was said "kill one, save a thousand" but that movie was about assassins! They showed also showed the joy of killing people. They may save thousands of life but they also have full consent on killing that one person.
Plus the duty of a security guard is to guard but that does not mean you have to kill every time there's a robber. Have some kindness.

Bayani Third World
(I'm Sorry... I was irritated when I wrote this!): The Movie was bad, from the script to the camera angle to the fake accent to the loser acting and the ignorance of history and rules of society and the set. Over all the movie is a two over ten on my list (like I have one) but the message of the movie ranks a ten. :) Plus it was funny. (i.e. see figure below)

"If that's your wish . . . .

. . . . then I'll command it!"
I'm so tired even though I didn't train today (I promise to attend this Saturday. If I don't you can kill me, joke). Every time the bell rings I always worry. I don't know why but today I'm a little bit paranoid today or maybe I'm just crazy again (definition of crazy: blowing behind Aina's head so that she will get annoyed; Talking to myself until seatmates get annoyed; Fall asleep while eyes are open; Laugh while Religion Teacher teaches us about sin because of the note A gave). Come to think of it, I must be feeling both. I mean, I get paranoid every subject because I feel that there's gonna be a test and I'm going to fail it or there might be a new lesson that I will not understand because I was out last thursday. As I was saying; Darn, I'm really tired! I skipped training because I wasn't feeling so well and I've got a history that whenever I train and it's raining I become easily tired, i.e. weak (by weak I mean hyperventilating until I turn pale).

We had our music practice for "Linggo ng Wika" during our History and Health class today and it was funny because half of the class was gone and we were suppose to report about something. Anyway, I love our composition for "Linggo ng Wika". I kinda laugh (in the inside) when the teacher tried to choreograph a dance to accompany our composition and started dancing like loons (I'm just kidding. hahaha. Like Greg Evans once said "Laugh at yourself once in a while; give yourself a break." If you won't laugh at yourself once in a while then I will... okay okay, now I'm kidding!). "Hydrogen has no right to have 6 electrons!" (poor Hydrogen, must be pretty lonely on top of the periodic, table far far away from Helium)

To Do List (for Today and Tomorrow, August 26):
[x] Attend School (one down, see!)
[] Get notes in AP, Music and English (August 20 Notes)
[x] Study for Chem
[x] Attend music practice for Linggo ng Wika
[] Memorize Ions and Charges
[] Attend Softball Training
[] Make notes for Chem
[] Do Health index card (3x5. I don't know what I'm going to put in it. Seriously)
[] Read Postulate 14-16
[] Watch The Time Traveler's Wife
[] Buy sour tapes
[] Do English Report
[] Go to school and leave ate Cha's glove there (under the stairs, if you want to know where)
[] Actually live after this! :|

Events:
- Linggo ng Wika (Part 2)
- Music Practice for Linggo ng Wika (During History and Health period)
- Softball Training
- General Assembly

"Till a' the seas gang dry, my dear, And the rocks melt wi' the sun: I will love thess till, my dear, While the sands o' life shall run:"

Further Project/s: Wish List =)) (If that is your wish, I'll Command it!)

Let me start now

I wish for a Sony HDR-FX1 (worth: P259,999.00 . . . will never have one I'll just dream about it)
If not. . . I wish for a Sony HDR-UX20 (worth: P 46,999.00 . . . I don't know)

Because I Didn't Go To School Today

Reasons:
[x] I accompanied my sister to the Airport :((
Was sick (laugh but true) :|

Today- Went to the airport. :))
To Do List:
[x] Chem notes and 2 examples for each: polar covalent bond, non-polar covalent bond, single covalent bond, double covalent bond, triple covalent bond.
[] tapos notes din sa molecular geometry & types of molecular geometry (11 types)
[] tsaka outline sa p. 660 yung oxidation yun (from junessa)


Flash Back:
August 14 - I'm really and utterly pissed today. I can't take the pressure. I hate my life an I will now admit that my life sucks. Ugh. Totally pissed. This is the bitch of a living!! Shit. My day sucks and it's just recess :| damned for all time. I'm effin' pissed.
August 17's To Do List:
[x] Attend School
[] Do Chem Index Card
[x] Give Translated Copy of MTV song to Miss O
[x] Meeting- MTV Group
[] Download Seasons Of Love- Shiny Toy Guns
[x] Give Softball reply slip to Mum
August 18- Yogurt Candy! Yogurt Candy! Yogurt Candy! ...... I want some frozen Yogurt! (laugh)
"What are anvils?"
"It is the medicine!"
"When do you use anvils?"
"When you have a head ache!" (LOL)
What we did in Health (with the new teacher... forgot her last name, though):


August Schedule (not finished):


I am now watching The Nanny! :))

J-I-N-G-O!!!

Wikipedia Results:
Jingoism - belligerent nationalism
Jingo (Novel) - from the Discworld series
Jingo - A town in Miami County, Kansas
"Jingo", fifth movement of Statements for orchestra by Aaron Copland
"By Jingo" - a minced oath from the 17th century
"Oh By Jingo!" - a popular song

Today: Played J-I-N-G-O, some crazy type of bingo that shows facts about Greek Civilization, today in AP. It's too bad we (Anna and I) didn't win. We had a "despedida" for ate Ina and we all were late for English class :)). This a truth universally acknowledge that III-Kalayaan is the best and funniest class I ever had. :> I LURVE IT! Spend dismissal time staring at someone's forehead while talking to them (ask if you must but I will not tell you why... just kidding). Forgive my impertinent behavior but how long do you think this pantomime can last?


To Do List:
[] Bring Harry Potter DVDs
[x] Attend School (my body was there but my mind was at home... sleeping)
[] Type Chem Song
[x] Do AP Homeworks (1 and 2.1&2.2)
[x] Do English Homework
[x] Do Entrep Homeworks
[x] Do Trigo Homework

Events:
- Practical Test in Music (WOOOSH!!!)
- Presentation of Periodic Trend Song
- Meeting. MTV Group

Note From my Planner: Did You Know that in Bangladesh, kids as young as 15 can be jailed for cheatin on their finals?
(Planner: This Journal Will Actually Change Your Life™!!! 2009)

Notes from the Friends: "Poems are made by fools like you! But only God can make a tree" :P ----> Dana

PS: Not only had I failed Rizal but I have failed Jesus! :(( =(( What the H--- is happening to me?

I Have Failed You, Jose Rizal / The Rest of the Day

and Manuel Quezon, Cory Aquino (may she rest in peace), Ninoy and others (you will be always an others... kidding!)

5 Things I don't like about the subject Filipino

(I'm sorry for the people who likes it and reads this, and any Filipino Subject Teacher who reads this, it's just the truth. Therefore, I warn thee: The author will not write bad things about the teacher in charge; The author will not write bad words about the subject; And, The author will not be racist.)

5. For 11 years of studying in school there had been lots of subjects that I've hated. Mostly I've hated Filipino and Science (every single year) but this year I can't hate Chem because I'm passing it (okay stop bragging). Filipino is so hard for me, I don't know why but it's just really hard. Ask me to read a Filipino book and it will take me a year to finish it or when I'm reading it I might fall asleep.

4. This year's grammar is like (enter any synonym for hard). Ugggh!!! Seriously!

3. Most of the time I don't care if I fail Filipino but this year is like the year I need to improve my grades. I don't get it, I passed the other subjects yet I failed Filipino (again, actually. I think I've never passed a test in Filipino), why am I so stupid? Okay, so I've never had passed a Filipino test (except for my second quarter test last year), but why can't I pass it now? I'm a Filipino and yet I can't pass a stupid test about it? (okay not stupid... really really really really and a thousand times hard). I'm a failure! FAILURE!!

2. Let my think about this... do you think I look like I'm good at this subject? I believe not! If only 'twas Spanish, French or German I got for a subject but no. English grammar is easy and it is a very short lesson but Filipino is so long! One topic can take two weeks when in English it can take the teacher 2-3 days to teach it.

1. I failed this quarter's examination. Not just failed it, I FAILED IT! WAAAH! I blame myself for focusing in memorizing stuff about Novels and didn't try to understand those grammar shiz. One word can only describe me right now, Failure. Oh wait, I mean two words, STUPID! I am a very stupid girl. I could take silly but stupid is unacceptable. Not that I've already fail but people are making me feel bad about myself. I already fail the subject and you keep on reminding me that, like I would forget!

I'm sorry Rizal!

Today: I Failed Fipino and PE (both subjects with the Filipino language. Doesn't surprise me). I really thought that I would fail Chemistry but I didn't (now that was a surprise). I'm so pissed about my grades. It's not high and it's not low (if you didn't count my filipino and pe grade), it's just okay. I don't want it to be "just okay", I need a high grade this year. I can't say, "it's okay there's always another quarter" because there isn't going to be another quarter. Every quarter counts this year. I don't want to fail and don't go into a good university or don't graduate third year. I hate my life right now.
Okay, so there can always be a positive side in every negative day. I got my iPod back, fixed. Well maybe not that fixed, I don't have to wait until the battery is gone before charging it for some reason but it's okay. I'm good at that, though.

THANKS MOM!! ILY!

this day isn't so bad after all. :)) :|

To Do List:
[]Finish Romeo and Juliet
[x] Watch The Nanny (6:00 pm)
[x] Watch The Nanny (12:00 am)
[x] Buy candy for Innai, Anna and Arbelle
[x] Do Homeworks
[x] Give mom reply slips
[] Watch 10 Things I Hate About You Episode 6
[] Watch JONAS episode 11

Events:
-Club

Note From my Planner: Want to spend productive time online? Be an online volunteer for the UN. www.onlinevolunteering.org
(Planner: This Journal Will Actually Change Your Life™!!! 2009)

Notes from the Friends: Even though you love yourself more than me. I still love you. :( I really do. --->ArbelleLove.

I Am The Very Model of A Modern Major General

Today: So far so good, right? I just have one failing grade (so far) and that's English. Sounds ironic, though. Oh well. My new seatmate is surprisingly friendly to me and well I'm all in a shock because we don't really talk to each other before.

To Do List: (Next time when doing a to-do-list make sure to do them all!)
[] Finish Romeo and Juliet
[] Watch the Nanny
[x] Start reading Pride and Prejudice and Zombies
[x] Do Homeworks (I know, we just started with the second quarter and now we have homeworks?)
[x] revive blog

Events:
-Periodic Trend Song presentation
-Flag Cem
-Lady Gaga Concert

Note to Self: On the next AP quiz you will get a +1 (because you perfected the last test in the examination last Thursday!)

Numbers of OKAY: 81

Results from not studying for the Exams (seriously!):
Trigonometry - 26/35 = 82% - NOT THAT GOOD!
Geometry - 63/85 = 82% (not sure yet) - NOT THAT GOOD!
AP - 77/100 = 84% (in SHS mode) - NOT THAT GOOD!
English - 48/80 = 72% (Oh! Pathetic Shoot!) -YOU SUCK, JANINE! IRONIC!
Music - 39/50 = 85% (I don't get it... I just guessed every single item) - YOU COULD DO BETTER!
Computer - 37/50 = 82% (I wanted the tests to be over!) -WOW! BUT NOT THAT GOOD!
Health - 40/50 = 86% (Okay!!) -WHAHAHA! NOT THAT GOOD!
Media Awareness - 34/40 = 90% (WOHOO!) -NOT THAT GOOD?
Chemistry - 54/70 = 84% - THIS IS OKAY FOR ME!
PE - 22/45 = 64% (okay okay... not good with Filipino words) -YOU SUCK, JANINE!!
Filipino - SECRET!

These Four Days feels like a Year

So... When's summer?

THIS WEEK:
Monday- First Day of School (I'm a junior!). One word and one word only... BORING!! Yes it was very boring and all that jazz. Spend the whole day daydreaming and trying not to fall asleep. Good thing formal lessons hasn't started yet. It was just some orientation which we do every year and is the same every year. It's like they want us to memorize the whole handbook. I won't be using it the year after the next year anyway, so what's the point? (I'm just kidding... I know somewhere deep inside those boring rules there are deep meaning to why we need to know them)
Tuesday- Still the same old same old second day of orientation and all those sleepless night makes me want to sleep all day. (K hates me, i just know it!)
Wednesday- We met the subject teachers today... Seriously I don't remember what happened yesterday I just remembered they gave us lots of home works and to-do-lists and to-buy-lists. Ugh. I'm loving my class (III-Kalayaan). I bet this is gonna be the best year and the best class I ever had. I'm getting along with some people I wouldn't have thought I would get along with.
Today- Boring day. AP. Filipino. Music. MA. Chem. Awarding of Merit Card. (I knew it! K hates me! SHE HATES ME! UGGGGHHH! WTH? I talked to her last Saturday! WTH happened? UGHH... I just wanna cry!) AP Talumpati- Francesco Petrarch (boring guy)
Tomorrow- no classes (independence day: araw ng KALAYAAN)

Jane Austen on HBO

EVENTS:

JANE AUSTEN SPECIAL (HBO):
6:45- Sense and Sensibility
9:00- Jane Austen Book Club

TO DO LIST:
[]Wake up Early (seriously, I gotta take that off the list!)
[x]Watch Jane Austen Special (6:45- HBO)
[x]Crunches before sleeping
[x]Work Out (bike)

I made lots of list today :)) (there are no changes on my first two list but if there will be I will post an update on them)

(List 3)

3rd Year Ahead

[]Noli and Hamlet (2 books that we are going to read this year)
Chemistry- [] start planning for investigatory project
Geometry- [] start studying (3rd week of May)
Trigonometry- [] start studying (3rd week of May)
AP: World History- [] start studying (3rd week of May)
Game Plan:
1. Organize everything ahead of time or deadline
2. Don't let anyone affect your studying
Things To Do Before School Starts:
[] Buy new bag
[] Read ahead (e.g. Noli and Hamlet)
[] Check Teachers teaching next year (to know what's coming up)

This is gonna be a hard year for me! :|

(List 4)

For My Hair (schedule)

Monday, Wednesday and Friday:

• Blow-dry Hair
• Shampoo and Conditioner
  

Tuesday and Thursday

• Oil
• Conditioner (only)

Saturday and Sunday

• Pantene all three (shampoo, conditioner and pro-v)
• Blow-dry Hair

*Sunday- use body wash :)

(List 5)

STOP!

1. Eating junk food
2. Drinking softdrinks
   
3. Slacking around
4. Sleeping late
5. Waking up late
6. Making Lists (hahaha just added that after I wrote that below)
   

Lots of Lists... maybe I should stop... now! :)) lalalalalal! imma play yoville again! @)