Dead Until Dark

Do you know what I really hate, apart from this shit I'm doing called life? I really hate one subject that gives us homework that I can't finish and that it's holding me back from my other homework! CRAP! I have to study for chem and do my English proposal. I can't move on because I haven't finished this shitty homework because YOU didn't explain to me clearly what the hell I'm going to do with it! I'm really sick and tired of you blabbing all day and giving shits! I hate you! I've tried to do it a few times but I really can't seem to finish it. If I don't survive this week, you know why! I'm really sick and tired right now and if you want to report this blog to anybody go ahead I would rather die now than continue studying and studying and DIE trying! Seriously, if you think the end of the world will happen on 2012 why are we still studying? Why not make everyday our last day? How am I to make everyday my last day if school keeps on giving me hell. I'm really really tired. I don't want to continue doing that stupid homework!

SAVE THE TREES, YOU HYPOCRITES!

For those who dare print out this entry and give this to any teacher this is what I'm going to say to you: Someday, you'll feel the way I've felt and there's no one who can help you, hypocrite! And someday I'll get you back. You will never know how and you will never know when just remember don't mess with me when I'm really really pissed! Thank you for your kind consideration.

P.S. This is a one time event. Don't make it happen again (that's for you!).

P.P.S. Sorry for the vile language.

President Isabel Martinez de Peron =))

Oh what a heck of a day. Today must be the most random day of my life. During double hell today our teacher reached the no. 10 of the losing it scale (Ballisiticisimus) and the no. 3 of the having the hump scale (head-tossing and fringe fiddling), it was a total laugh! I should have decided to do this for a long time, it's very entertaining! We also had a laughing spaz during maths today (i.e. we were talking about quadrilaterals and she asked us what are the common things between a rectangle and a square and someone said they have 4 sides! Epic Comedy!).
Besides double hell, we had a total laugh during double Pinoy. I just love the comedy in Noli. It was an epic win for the whole class today.
Practicing for the Cask of Amontillado was also one of the best things that happened today. It was total comedywise yet total awesomeness!
This must probably be one of the best days of my high school life. (Actually, everyday is one of the best days of my high school life but I'm not saying that.)
Today might be a good day but tomorrow won't. Chem quiz and geom quiz, PE/Music presentation or checking (or vatever!), club and a whole lot of crappolio!


My future daughter's name: Leviticus
My future son's name: Lumos Maximus
Call me mommicus!
(They'll probably hate me for naming them that!)

Could it be? Could it possibly be that Fortunato and Montresor are gay?! =)) THOU SHALL CLICK AND WATCH!

I'll be like Hitler. I'll just take a walk and accidentally invade Poland.

For The Future Entrepreneurs of The Future

I am really tired now. First day back from a not so long weekend and I'm already tired. I hate school. School makes me look old. Not in a good way. (Before MOR)

To Do List
[x] Practice for Henry Sy
[] Watch JONAS
[] Watch 90210
[] Watch Gossip Girl
[x] Watch Glee
[] Practice for Music
[] Watch Vampire Diaires
[x] Watch TBL (CANCELLED! :|)

Events:
- Practice for Entrep
- Practical Test in Music
- Monday Schedule
- Training
- Peace Talk

Today: (English Period) Poetry reading was really patok. Super funny expressions from some of my classmates. (CL Period) Talking about what were the causes of sins was really funny. After that I dozed out. (Peace Talk) That was not about Peace. There was this funny kid, though. (Music) Practical test. :| ahahaha. You see how boring life is.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOM FELTON!!!

This Entry is really really Boring.... Now I'm going to watch Degrassi.
Peace Out

"If that's your wish . . . .

. . . . then I'll command it!"
I'm so tired even though I didn't train today (I promise to attend this Saturday. If I don't you can kill me, joke). Every time the bell rings I always worry. I don't know why but today I'm a little bit paranoid today or maybe I'm just crazy again (definition of crazy: blowing behind Aina's head so that she will get annoyed; Talking to myself until seatmates get annoyed; Fall asleep while eyes are open; Laugh while Religion Teacher teaches us about sin because of the note A gave). Come to think of it, I must be feeling both. I mean, I get paranoid every subject because I feel that there's gonna be a test and I'm going to fail it or there might be a new lesson that I will not understand because I was out last thursday. As I was saying; Darn, I'm really tired! I skipped training because I wasn't feeling so well and I've got a history that whenever I train and it's raining I become easily tired, i.e. weak (by weak I mean hyperventilating until I turn pale).

We had our music practice for "Linggo ng Wika" during our History and Health class today and it was funny because half of the class was gone and we were suppose to report about something. Anyway, I love our composition for "Linggo ng Wika". I kinda laugh (in the inside) when the teacher tried to choreograph a dance to accompany our composition and started dancing like loons (I'm just kidding. hahaha. Like Greg Evans once said "Laugh at yourself once in a while; give yourself a break." If you won't laugh at yourself once in a while then I will... okay okay, now I'm kidding!). "Hydrogen has no right to have 6 electrons!" (poor Hydrogen, must be pretty lonely on top of the periodic, table far far away from Helium)

To Do List (for Today and Tomorrow, August 26):
[x] Attend School (one down, see!)
[] Get notes in AP, Music and English (August 20 Notes)
[x] Study for Chem
[x] Attend music practice for Linggo ng Wika
[] Memorize Ions and Charges
[] Attend Softball Training
[] Make notes for Chem
[] Do Health index card (3x5. I don't know what I'm going to put in it. Seriously)
[] Read Postulate 14-16
[] Watch The Time Traveler's Wife
[] Buy sour tapes
[] Do English Report
[] Go to school and leave ate Cha's glove there (under the stairs, if you want to know where)
[] Actually live after this! :|

Events:
- Linggo ng Wika (Part 2)
- Music Practice for Linggo ng Wika (During History and Health period)
- Softball Training
- General Assembly

"Till a' the seas gang dry, my dear, And the rocks melt wi' the sun: I will love thess till, my dear, While the sands o' life shall run:"

Further Project/s: Wish List =)) (If that is your wish, I'll Command it!)

Let me start now

I wish for a Sony HDR-FX1 (worth: P259,999.00 . . . will never have one I'll just dream about it)
If not. . . I wish for a Sony HDR-UX20 (worth: P 46,999.00 . . . I don't know)

Because I Didn't Go To School Today

Reasons:
[x] I accompanied my sister to the Airport :((
Was sick (laugh but true) :|

Today- Went to the airport. :))
To Do List:
[x] Chem notes and 2 examples for each: polar covalent bond, non-polar covalent bond, single covalent bond, double covalent bond, triple covalent bond.
[] tapos notes din sa molecular geometry & types of molecular geometry (11 types)
[] tsaka outline sa p. 660 yung oxidation yun (from junessa)


Flash Back:
August 14 - I'm really and utterly pissed today. I can't take the pressure. I hate my life an I will now admit that my life sucks. Ugh. Totally pissed. This is the bitch of a living!! Shit. My day sucks and it's just recess :| damned for all time. I'm effin' pissed.
August 17's To Do List:
[x] Attend School
[] Do Chem Index Card
[x] Give Translated Copy of MTV song to Miss O
[x] Meeting- MTV Group
[] Download Seasons Of Love- Shiny Toy Guns
[x] Give Softball reply slip to Mum
August 18- Yogurt Candy! Yogurt Candy! Yogurt Candy! ...... I want some frozen Yogurt! (laugh)
"What are anvils?"
"It is the medicine!"
"When do you use anvils?"
"When you have a head ache!" (LOL)
What we did in Health (with the new teacher... forgot her last name, though):


August Schedule (not finished):


I am now watching The Nanny! :))

J-I-N-G-O!!!

Wikipedia Results:
Jingoism - belligerent nationalism
Jingo (Novel) - from the Discworld series
Jingo - A town in Miami County, Kansas
"Jingo", fifth movement of Statements for orchestra by Aaron Copland
"By Jingo" - a minced oath from the 17th century
"Oh By Jingo!" - a popular song

Today: Played J-I-N-G-O, some crazy type of bingo that shows facts about Greek Civilization, today in AP. It's too bad we (Anna and I) didn't win. We had a "despedida" for ate Ina and we all were late for English class :)). This a truth universally acknowledge that III-Kalayaan is the best and funniest class I ever had. :> I LURVE IT! Spend dismissal time staring at someone's forehead while talking to them (ask if you must but I will not tell you why... just kidding). Forgive my impertinent behavior but how long do you think this pantomime can last?


To Do List:
[] Bring Harry Potter DVDs
[x] Attend School (my body was there but my mind was at home... sleeping)
[] Type Chem Song
[x] Do AP Homeworks (1 and 2.1&2.2)
[x] Do English Homework
[x] Do Entrep Homeworks
[x] Do Trigo Homework

Events:
- Practical Test in Music (WOOOSH!!!)
- Presentation of Periodic Trend Song
- Meeting. MTV Group

Note From my Planner: Did You Know that in Bangladesh, kids as young as 15 can be jailed for cheatin on their finals?
(Planner: This Journal Will Actually Change Your Life™!!! 2009)

Notes from the Friends: "Poems are made by fools like you! But only God can make a tree" :P ----> Dana

PS: Not only had I failed Rizal but I have failed Jesus! :(( =(( What the H--- is happening to me?

I Have Failed You, Jose Rizal / The Rest of the Day

and Manuel Quezon, Cory Aquino (may she rest in peace), Ninoy and others (you will be always an others... kidding!)

5 Things I don't like about the subject Filipino

(I'm sorry for the people who likes it and reads this, and any Filipino Subject Teacher who reads this, it's just the truth. Therefore, I warn thee: The author will not write bad things about the teacher in charge; The author will not write bad words about the subject; And, The author will not be racist.)

5. For 11 years of studying in school there had been lots of subjects that I've hated. Mostly I've hated Filipino and Science (every single year) but this year I can't hate Chem because I'm passing it (okay stop bragging). Filipino is so hard for me, I don't know why but it's just really hard. Ask me to read a Filipino book and it will take me a year to finish it or when I'm reading it I might fall asleep.

4. This year's grammar is like (enter any synonym for hard). Ugggh!!! Seriously!

3. Most of the time I don't care if I fail Filipino but this year is like the year I need to improve my grades. I don't get it, I passed the other subjects yet I failed Filipino (again, actually. I think I've never passed a test in Filipino), why am I so stupid? Okay, so I've never had passed a Filipino test (except for my second quarter test last year), but why can't I pass it now? I'm a Filipino and yet I can't pass a stupid test about it? (okay not stupid... really really really really and a thousand times hard). I'm a failure! FAILURE!!

2. Let my think about this... do you think I look like I'm good at this subject? I believe not! If only 'twas Spanish, French or German I got for a subject but no. English grammar is easy and it is a very short lesson but Filipino is so long! One topic can take two weeks when in English it can take the teacher 2-3 days to teach it.

1. I failed this quarter's examination. Not just failed it, I FAILED IT! WAAAH! I blame myself for focusing in memorizing stuff about Novels and didn't try to understand those grammar shiz. One word can only describe me right now, Failure. Oh wait, I mean two words, STUPID! I am a very stupid girl. I could take silly but stupid is unacceptable. Not that I've already fail but people are making me feel bad about myself. I already fail the subject and you keep on reminding me that, like I would forget!

I'm sorry Rizal!

Today: I Failed Fipino and PE (both subjects with the Filipino language. Doesn't surprise me). I really thought that I would fail Chemistry but I didn't (now that was a surprise). I'm so pissed about my grades. It's not high and it's not low (if you didn't count my filipino and pe grade), it's just okay. I don't want it to be "just okay", I need a high grade this year. I can't say, "it's okay there's always another quarter" because there isn't going to be another quarter. Every quarter counts this year. I don't want to fail and don't go into a good university or don't graduate third year. I hate my life right now.
Okay, so there can always be a positive side in every negative day. I got my iPod back, fixed. Well maybe not that fixed, I don't have to wait until the battery is gone before charging it for some reason but it's okay. I'm good at that, though.

THANKS MOM!! ILY!

this day isn't so bad after all. :)) :|

To Do List:
[]Finish Romeo and Juliet
[x] Watch The Nanny (6:00 pm)
[x] Watch The Nanny (12:00 am)
[x] Buy candy for Innai, Anna and Arbelle
[x] Do Homeworks
[x] Give mom reply slips
[] Watch 10 Things I Hate About You Episode 6
[] Watch JONAS episode 11

Events:
-Club

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Notes from the Friends: Even though you love yourself more than me. I still love you. :( I really do. --->ArbelleLove.

I Am The Very Model of A Modern Major General

Today: So far so good, right? I just have one failing grade (so far) and that's English. Sounds ironic, though. Oh well. My new seatmate is surprisingly friendly to me and well I'm all in a shock because we don't really talk to each other before.

To Do List: (Next time when doing a to-do-list make sure to do them all!)
[] Finish Romeo and Juliet
[] Watch the Nanny
[x] Start reading Pride and Prejudice and Zombies
[x] Do Homeworks (I know, we just started with the second quarter and now we have homeworks?)
[x] revive blog

Events:
-Periodic Trend Song presentation
-Flag Cem
-Lady Gaga Concert

Note to Self: On the next AP quiz you will get a +1 (because you perfected the last test in the examination last Thursday!)

Numbers of OKAY: 81

Results from not studying for the Exams (seriously!):
Trigonometry - 26/35 = 82% - NOT THAT GOOD!
Geometry - 63/85 = 82% (not sure yet) - NOT THAT GOOD!
AP - 77/100 = 84% (in SHS mode) - NOT THAT GOOD!
English - 48/80 = 72% (Oh! Pathetic Shoot!) -YOU SUCK, JANINE! IRONIC!
Music - 39/50 = 85% (I don't get it... I just guessed every single item) - YOU COULD DO BETTER!
Computer - 37/50 = 82% (I wanted the tests to be over!) -WOW! BUT NOT THAT GOOD!
Health - 40/50 = 86% (Okay!!) -WHAHAHA! NOT THAT GOOD!
Media Awareness - 34/40 = 90% (WOHOO!) -NOT THAT GOOD?
Chemistry - 54/70 = 84% - THIS IS OKAY FOR ME!
PE - 22/45 = 64% (okay okay... not good with Filipino words) -YOU SUCK, JANINE!!
Filipino - SECRET!

20 pages to go

I'm reading Persuasion now by Jane Austen and seriously I can't put the book down even if someone is calling me or texting me or when I'm using the computer. 20 pages left and I'm done reading it. It's so.... words can't explain this thing when I'm reading it (excitement, love, eagerness whahahaha every word that is good can be put as this feeling). So yeah... which leads me to neglecting texts (which also means neglecting my bestfriend). How I have neglected her yesterday and when I explain that I couldn't text because of the books her only reply was yeah and then I kept on texting her so her only other replies are yeah, what and k. :| Another fight because I was reading a book.


Next book to be read: Northanger Abbey \m/ hahahaha! excellent as always!