I Have Failed You, Jose Rizal / The Rest of the Day

and Manuel Quezon, Cory Aquino (may she rest in peace), Ninoy and others (you will be always an others... kidding!)

5 Things I don't like about the subject Filipino

(I'm sorry for the people who likes it and reads this, and any Filipino Subject Teacher who reads this, it's just the truth. Therefore, I warn thee: The author will not write bad things about the teacher in charge; The author will not write bad words about the subject; And, The author will not be racist.)

5. For 11 years of studying in school there had been lots of subjects that I've hated. Mostly I've hated Filipino and Science (every single year) but this year I can't hate Chem because I'm passing it (okay stop bragging). Filipino is so hard for me, I don't know why but it's just really hard. Ask me to read a Filipino book and it will take me a year to finish it or when I'm reading it I might fall asleep.

4. This year's grammar is like (enter any synonym for hard). Ugggh!!! Seriously!

3. Most of the time I don't care if I fail Filipino but this year is like the year I need to improve my grades. I don't get it, I passed the other subjects yet I failed Filipino (again, actually. I think I've never passed a test in Filipino), why am I so stupid? Okay, so I've never had passed a Filipino test (except for my second quarter test last year), but why can't I pass it now? I'm a Filipino and yet I can't pass a stupid test about it? (okay not stupid... really really really really and a thousand times hard). I'm a failure! FAILURE!!

2. Let my think about this... do you think I look like I'm good at this subject? I believe not! If only 'twas Spanish, French or German I got for a subject but no. English grammar is easy and it is a very short lesson but Filipino is so long! One topic can take two weeks when in English it can take the teacher 2-3 days to teach it.

1. I failed this quarter's examination. Not just failed it, I FAILED IT! WAAAH! I blame myself for focusing in memorizing stuff about Novels and didn't try to understand those grammar shiz. One word can only describe me right now, Failure. Oh wait, I mean two words, STUPID! I am a very stupid girl. I could take silly but stupid is unacceptable. Not that I've already fail but people are making me feel bad about myself. I already fail the subject and you keep on reminding me that, like I would forget!

I'm sorry Rizal!

Today: I Failed Fipino and PE (both subjects with the Filipino language. Doesn't surprise me). I really thought that I would fail Chemistry but I didn't (now that was a surprise). I'm so pissed about my grades. It's not high and it's not low (if you didn't count my filipino and pe grade), it's just okay. I don't want it to be "just okay", I need a high grade this year. I can't say, "it's okay there's always another quarter" because there isn't going to be another quarter. Every quarter counts this year. I don't want to fail and don't go into a good university or don't graduate third year. I hate my life right now.
Okay, so there can always be a positive side in every negative day. I got my iPod back, fixed. Well maybe not that fixed, I don't have to wait until the battery is gone before charging it for some reason but it's okay. I'm good at that, though.

THANKS MOM!! ILY!

this day isn't so bad after all. :)) :|

To Do List:
[]Finish Romeo and Juliet
[x] Watch The Nanny (6:00 pm)
[x] Watch The Nanny (12:00 am)
[x] Buy candy for Innai, Anna and Arbelle
[x] Do Homeworks
[x] Give mom reply slips
[] Watch 10 Things I Hate About You Episode 6
[] Watch JONAS episode 11

Events:
-Club

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Notes from the Friends: Even though you love yourself more than me. I still love you. :( I really do. --->ArbelleLove.

Here We Go! (Again)

I've been reading this book, "Cringe" (compilation of journal entries), and I've decided to post some short entries from my journal. (I warn Thee: some are emo shits, funny, not funny at all and just weird)

Take It Away!
January 9 (Friday): Good Thing TGIS today! (Ms. -------) [Clearly she didn't know what she said back then! hahaha :))]
January 27 (Tuesday): I want to die now! DIE! [Emo Shit]
February 1 (Sunday): (a.) A wise man once said, "Thou shall flood thy inbox" then a few minutes later, "thou shall not bother anymore." (b.) "Marry me Juliet!" Romeo "Yes I will!" Juliet "It's a love story" Romeo. (c.) I'm fulying! WIIII! [Yes after being emo for a week I had completely lost my mind]
February 3 (Tuesday): "Positib!" "United State" "Lights Down, Gurs" (Ms. -------) "The proper one in OUR age adolescence!" (Old person) [Whahahaha... I just gotta say that!]
February 6 (Friday): Luck I'm in love with myself! [Vain!]
February 23 (Monday): Brother's Birthday. I love Heath Ledger (RIP). 81st Annual Academy Awards. Thinking of You. Hugh Jackman :"> . Do you hear the people sing, singing the song of of angry men? The Duchess. The best actress for a leading role goes to Janine Martinez, For.... [I had different thoughts every now and then]
March 7 (Saturday): Dentist! Damn! Aircon! Trinoma! Damn! Aircon! Grocery! Damn!
Aircon! [DAMN! Quit saying Damn! Note to self: must quit saying damn]
March 12 (Thursday): 1. When a pronoun in the second clause refers to a noun in the first clause... [Forgot your notebook?]
March 26 (Thursday): When you're gone, don't go, come back, I have your grad pic! [okay?]
March 30 (Monday): Woke up around 3:00 pm... ghad! Can you believe that? So, it means it really is summer! Yey and a little bit of a boo! (The other part of the entry is a secret!)
April 10 (Friday): Janine, Thanks for not forgetting my birthday! So what are we gonna do today, tomorrow & the day after tomorrow? More photos / videos? :P
P.S. Your handwriting is so ugly!
-KB
April 17 (Friday): I'm just a girl standing infront of a boy asking him to love her! I'M JUST A GIRL STANDING INFRON OF A BOY ASKING HIM TO LOVE HER! I'M JUST a girl standing INFRONT OF A BOY asking him to LOVE HER!
April 23 (Thusday): The Day I created missdelilahmicarelli.blogspot.com
May 5 (Tuesday): I watched Meet Me in St. Louis today in DVD then I turn on the TV and then it was the moving showing on MGM! [Sharing]
May 6 (Wednesday): Want to watch Ghost of Girlfriends Past [Note to self: next time don't judge a movie by it's theatric trailer!] .... watched Wives and Daughters :"> Roger Hamley!
June 8 (Monday): First Day of Classes. Ugh! I hate this day! It's so boring! Hahaha! Blah blah blah blah.... blah! blah! blah! blah!
June 9 (Tuesday): Ms. O asked me if I was going to run for any spot in the election and I have to tell her no and why I said no. Damn [here we go again!]. It's like she wants me to run! Arggg! I want to cry! [I don't regret running for a position!]
June 15 (Monday): Sad. I feel so lost, so mad, a nomad... I feel so... SAD!! Talk to G today. Asked her what to do... No answer. [start of my emo phase because of K]
June 22 (Monday): Spend the afternoon with AJ, Bane, Arbelle and June! :) Fun Fun Fun... SWINE FLUUUUU!
June 30 (Tuesday): Played the sims3. Copied last number from the answer page at the back (Chem). Studied geom. Wanted to Sleep. SLEPT! Zzzzzz.
July 2 (Thursday): All will know! All will know! It's a bitch of a living.. living in your hair. Just the bitch of a living.
July 28 (Tuesday): This is madness! THIS IS SPARTA!
July 29 (Wednesday): Love is not love! Let me not to the marriage of true minds admit impediment! SHAKESPEARE!!
July 31 (Friday): So Calm, So Cool, So bright! Lost: Calculator! [I had to buy a new one. My brother hated me for buying a new one]
August 3 - August 8 (Monday to Saturday): [too busy studying or having test... yup had test on a Saturday morning]

Red are Comments today (DUH?) Hahaha! I just wanted to share... :P

These Four Days feels like a Year

So... When's summer?

THIS WEEK:
Monday- First Day of School (I'm a junior!). One word and one word only... BORING!! Yes it was very boring and all that jazz. Spend the whole day daydreaming and trying not to fall asleep. Good thing formal lessons hasn't started yet. It was just some orientation which we do every year and is the same every year. It's like they want us to memorize the whole handbook. I won't be using it the year after the next year anyway, so what's the point? (I'm just kidding... I know somewhere deep inside those boring rules there are deep meaning to why we need to know them)
Tuesday- Still the same old same old second day of orientation and all those sleepless night makes me want to sleep all day. (K hates me, i just know it!)
Wednesday- We met the subject teachers today... Seriously I don't remember what happened yesterday I just remembered they gave us lots of home works and to-do-lists and to-buy-lists. Ugh. I'm loving my class (III-Kalayaan). I bet this is gonna be the best year and the best class I ever had. I'm getting along with some people I wouldn't have thought I would get along with.
Today- Boring day. AP. Filipino. Music. MA. Chem. Awarding of Merit Card. (I knew it! K hates me! SHE HATES ME! UGGGGHHH! WTH? I talked to her last Saturday! WTH happened? UGHH... I just wanna cry!) AP Talumpati- Francesco Petrarch (boring guy)
Tomorrow- no classes (independence day: araw ng KALAYAAN)