If You Don't Take A Risk Then You Are A LOSER!

August 27, 2009

Killing someone in the line of duty
(My mind that day because I was very angry!): Duty can mean anything. Duty can mean a security guard's duty or an assassin's duty.
A guard has no full consent on killing the person but an assassin can choose to be or not to be an assassin and the assassin probably would love his/her job.
In the Movie, "Wanted", it was said "kill one, save a thousand" but that movie was about assassins! They showed also showed the joy of killing people. They may save thousands of life but they also have full consent on killing that one person.
Plus the duty of a security guard is to guard but that does not mean you have to kill every time there's a robber. Have some kindness.

Bayani Third World
(I'm Sorry... I was irritated when I wrote this!): The Movie was bad, from the script to the camera angle to the fake accent to the loser acting and the ignorance of history and rules of society and the set. Over all the movie is a two over ten on my list (like I have one) but the message of the movie ranks a ten. :) Plus it was funny. (i.e. see figure below)

There Are Apples On The Table

I must speak now or forever shall I hold my silence. Ever since I got sick from eating apples I vowed that I will never eat them! And now we face each other again. Someone carelessly put the pieces of apple in front of me and it makes me weak. It's like Superman's weakness to green kryptonite or Spiderman's weakness to fame (in the movie [laugh because I know that wasn't true]). I'm getting weak now! If I could I would (does not make any sense). Carpe diem!!

To Do List
[x] Edit the MTV video with June (1:00 pm at my place: those who want to crash... may not crash. Kalayaan group only. This is a serious manner.)
[x] Stare angrily at brother >:|
[x] Finish the Music Video (Oh please! :(( )
[x] Rest with peace
[x] Watch the Nanny
[x] Watch Miss Pettigrew Lives For A Day (Finally finished downloading it for the second time)
[] Clean my room (i.e.[id est] get my stuff off the floor, clean up my sister's side of the room, remove sister's bed from my room)

For my Sister:
Au Revoir
Godspeed
Shalom
Khuda Hafiz
Goodbye! (with lots of love)

List of Things to Avoid today

• Apples
• Laziness
  
• My Brother
• Not finishing the Music Video (SHOULD REALLY AVOID!)
• Distraction
  
• Making lists (because it's a distraction)

I bid thee, Joie de Vivre
Miss J

J-I-N-G-O!!!

Wikipedia Results:
Jingoism - belligerent nationalism
Jingo (Novel) - from the Discworld series
Jingo - A town in Miami County, Kansas
"Jingo", fifth movement of Statements for orchestra by Aaron Copland
"By Jingo" - a minced oath from the 17th century
"Oh By Jingo!" - a popular song

Today: Played J-I-N-G-O, some crazy type of bingo that shows facts about Greek Civilization, today in AP. It's too bad we (Anna and I) didn't win. We had a "despedida" for ate Ina and we all were late for English class :)). This a truth universally acknowledge that III-Kalayaan is the best and funniest class I ever had. :> I LURVE IT! Spend dismissal time staring at someone's forehead while talking to them (ask if you must but I will not tell you why... just kidding). Forgive my impertinent behavior but how long do you think this pantomime can last?


To Do List:
[] Bring Harry Potter DVDs
[x] Attend School (my body was there but my mind was at home... sleeping)
[] Type Chem Song
[x] Do AP Homeworks (1 and 2.1&2.2)
[x] Do English Homework
[x] Do Entrep Homeworks
[x] Do Trigo Homework

Events:
- Practical Test in Music (WOOOSH!!!)
- Presentation of Periodic Trend Song
- Meeting. MTV Group

Note From my Planner: Did You Know that in Bangladesh, kids as young as 15 can be jailed for cheatin on their finals?
(Planner: This Journal Will Actually Change Your Life™!!! 2009)

Notes from the Friends: "Poems are made by fools like you! But only God can make a tree" :P ----> Dana

PS: Not only had I failed Rizal but I have failed Jesus! :(( =(( What the H--- is happening to me?

Here We Go! (Again)

I've been reading this book, "Cringe" (compilation of journal entries), and I've decided to post some short entries from my journal. (I warn Thee: some are emo shits, funny, not funny at all and just weird)

Take It Away!
January 9 (Friday): Good Thing TGIS today! (Ms. -------) [Clearly she didn't know what she said back then! hahaha :))]
January 27 (Tuesday): I want to die now! DIE! [Emo Shit]
February 1 (Sunday): (a.) A wise man once said, "Thou shall flood thy inbox" then a few minutes later, "thou shall not bother anymore." (b.) "Marry me Juliet!" Romeo "Yes I will!" Juliet "It's a love story" Romeo. (c.) I'm fulying! WIIII! [Yes after being emo for a week I had completely lost my mind]
February 3 (Tuesday): "Positib!" "United State" "Lights Down, Gurs" (Ms. -------) "The proper one in OUR age adolescence!" (Old person) [Whahahaha... I just gotta say that!]
February 6 (Friday): Luck I'm in love with myself! [Vain!]
February 23 (Monday): Brother's Birthday. I love Heath Ledger (RIP). 81st Annual Academy Awards. Thinking of You. Hugh Jackman :"> . Do you hear the people sing, singing the song of of angry men? The Duchess. The best actress for a leading role goes to Janine Martinez, For.... [I had different thoughts every now and then]
March 7 (Saturday): Dentist! Damn! Aircon! Trinoma! Damn! Aircon! Grocery! Damn!
Aircon! [DAMN! Quit saying Damn! Note to self: must quit saying damn]
March 12 (Thursday): 1. When a pronoun in the second clause refers to a noun in the first clause... [Forgot your notebook?]
March 26 (Thursday): When you're gone, don't go, come back, I have your grad pic! [okay?]
March 30 (Monday): Woke up around 3:00 pm... ghad! Can you believe that? So, it means it really is summer! Yey and a little bit of a boo! (The other part of the entry is a secret!)
April 10 (Friday): Janine, Thanks for not forgetting my birthday! So what are we gonna do today, tomorrow & the day after tomorrow? More photos / videos? :P
P.S. Your handwriting is so ugly!
-KB
April 17 (Friday): I'm just a girl standing infront of a boy asking him to love her! I'M JUST A GIRL STANDING INFRON OF A BOY ASKING HIM TO LOVE HER! I'M JUST a girl standing INFRONT OF A BOY asking him to LOVE HER!
April 23 (Thusday): The Day I created missdelilahmicarelli.blogspot.com
May 5 (Tuesday): I watched Meet Me in St. Louis today in DVD then I turn on the TV and then it was the moving showing on MGM! [Sharing]
May 6 (Wednesday): Want to watch Ghost of Girlfriends Past [Note to self: next time don't judge a movie by it's theatric trailer!] .... watched Wives and Daughters :"> Roger Hamley!
June 8 (Monday): First Day of Classes. Ugh! I hate this day! It's so boring! Hahaha! Blah blah blah blah.... blah! blah! blah! blah!
June 9 (Tuesday): Ms. O asked me if I was going to run for any spot in the election and I have to tell her no and why I said no. Damn [here we go again!]. It's like she wants me to run! Arggg! I want to cry! [I don't regret running for a position!]
June 15 (Monday): Sad. I feel so lost, so mad, a nomad... I feel so... SAD!! Talk to G today. Asked her what to do... No answer. [start of my emo phase because of K]
June 22 (Monday): Spend the afternoon with AJ, Bane, Arbelle and June! :) Fun Fun Fun... SWINE FLUUUUU!
June 30 (Tuesday): Played the sims3. Copied last number from the answer page at the back (Chem). Studied geom. Wanted to Sleep. SLEPT! Zzzzzz.
July 2 (Thursday): All will know! All will know! It's a bitch of a living.. living in your hair. Just the bitch of a living.
July 28 (Tuesday): This is madness! THIS IS SPARTA!
July 29 (Wednesday): Love is not love! Let me not to the marriage of true minds admit impediment! SHAKESPEARE!!
July 31 (Friday): So Calm, So Cool, So bright! Lost: Calculator! [I had to buy a new one. My brother hated me for buying a new one]
August 3 - August 8 (Monday to Saturday): [too busy studying or having test... yup had test on a Saturday morning]

Red are Comments today (DUH?) Hahaha! I just wanted to share... :P

While waiting for GG to load up

Dear Readers,

My inner world of Jane Austen caused me to forget my outer world of reality which means that I've been ignoring a lot of things that is not to be ignored. Like Gossip Girl and Pushing Daisies. No one told be Dan and Serena are back together (I'm still in episode 16 and if they broke up after that please don't tell me). I couldn't understand anything they were saying in pushing daisies (maybe because I started to watch it in the middle of the episode).
It has also made me realize that I haven't talk about my friends here in my blog yet (I won't start now since nothing much is going on with them since I HAVEN'T HEARD FROM SOME OF THEM!) and I think that's a little bit unfair. I've been writing about myself for the past 2 months now and nothing much about who I hang out with and or share secrets with. Nada! Maybe one post but compare to Jane Austen (who is sometimes my inspiration for some of my posts) it's like they're nothing to me. Dang. I don't want that to be the impression towards my friends.
I just want to apologize to all of my friends and to K, I know I haven't been there for you but right now I would really want to be there for you. Actually I'm always here for you, you just have to call on me. Don't expect me to know that there's something wrong because I'm not God, I don't know everything.
So yes, this sudden epiphany was caused by my dear Jane Austen, who have help me through the gap.

Now I shall leave you in your search for true happiness and watch GG.

Miss Janine

update on my summer goals
1.Lose Weight
2.Join an acting class (I don't know if i could do this)
3.Practice the violin (for auditions next school year?)
4.Read lots and lots of books (already started)
[x]5.Start reading Noli and Hamlet (for the next school year... wooh go juniors!) (it just says start so I've started... i haven't finished)
[x]6.Start going to the gym (hahah! since summer trainings are canceled in school, all of them) (it's the same as working out)
7. Learn to speak French (wahahahaha... yes guys, it's true I've been faking it my whole life!)