I'll Spend My Christmas With You

That there would be free internet in Subic!!

I should be packing right now or a while ago when we got back from our grandmother’s house but I’m to lazy to pack. I could do it before I sleep and I’m not planning to sleep tonight. I’ll just sleep in the car. I always do.

This is probably ONE of the best Christmas for me. My best Christmas gift so far was those pile of candy my cousin gave me though I won’t be eating them that much since I don’t want to grow larger. I’ve already grown larger because of those foods that they feed us. Deym. American style this year. In both sides of the family. :))

HAPPY CHRISTMAS TO Y’ALL.

HAPPY DECEMBER 26 FOR THE OTHERS!

I just wish that my sister would have been here for Christmas. :(

While Waiting For My Mom and Lunch

I would just like to say that many things had happened this year in the Philippines (i.e. Swine Flu, The Death of Former President Cory Aquino, Death of Iglesia ni Cristo Executive Minister Eraño Manalo, many storms and now Ondoy) and each of those events they have left us deeply sad. I will try my best to help all the typhoon victims and you should to. This event has told me that anything can happen.

P.S. ignore my grammar. woooosh.

Events:
- Investi Meeting
- No Classes (till Tuesday)

Crap! It's raining again! We don't have a car to get me to Fel's house even though it's just a block away so this means I will have to walk (It's raining!).

For The Future Entrepreneurs of The Future

I am really tired now. First day back from a not so long weekend and I'm already tired. I hate school. School makes me look old. Not in a good way. (Before MOR)

To Do List
[x] Practice for Henry Sy
[] Watch JONAS
[] Watch 90210
[] Watch Gossip Girl
[x] Watch Glee
[] Practice for Music
[] Watch Vampire Diaires
[x] Watch TBL (CANCELLED! :|)

Events:
- Practice for Entrep
- Practical Test in Music
- Monday Schedule
- Training
- Peace Talk

Today: (English Period) Poetry reading was really patok. Super funny expressions from some of my classmates. (CL Period) Talking about what were the causes of sins was really funny. After that I dozed out. (Peace Talk) That was not about Peace. There was this funny kid, though. (Music) Practical test. :| ahahaha. You see how boring life is.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOM FELTON!!!

This Entry is really really Boring.... Now I'm going to watch Degrassi.
Peace Out

Stressed Out: Part Two

This is the type of stress that I have (I was suppose to post this last week but I was busy) - Clearly, I have Hyperstress which is, according to the handouts given to us by our Health teacher, another type of negative stress.
- It comes when a person is forced to undertake or undergo more than he or she can take.
- A stressful job that overworks an individual will cause that individual to face hyperstress.
- A person with this type of stress may tend to react to even the littlest of stressors (source of stress) with hugh emotional outbreaks
- This can lead to serious emotional and physical repercussions.
(source: www.stressfocus.com)

Early Warning Signs of Stress
(if there is an "x" mark on it it means I'm experiencing whatever it is stated after the "x" mark)

Physical Signs
[x] Muscle Tension
[x] Headache
[x] Upset Stomach (must be because I did not eat lunch today)
[x] Pounding heart (after every subject)
[x] Shortness of breath (again, after every subject)
[x] Increased sweating (ugh!)
[x] Dry mouth (This sucks because I don't always bring my lip balm at school)
[] Skin Rash (never had one)
[x] Trembling or twitching
[x] Grinding teeth, nail biting (when I'm angry when there's lots of home work to be done, grinding teeth, I mean)

Emotional Signs
[x] Irritability, anger (always. Note to self: must change this attitude)
[x] Impatience (Bayani Third World)
[x] Nervousness (before every subject)
[x] Forgetfulness (names of classmates :|)
[x] Inability to concentrate (laugh)
[x] Negative thinking ("Wala na, di na ako papasa!")
[x] Loss of interest
[x] Self-criticism
[x] Increased crying (WAAAH! :(( )

Behavior Signs
[x] Loss of appetite (shhhh!)
[x] Overeating (Loss of appetite and this?! Pick one, Janine!)
[] Drug abuse (does vitamin c tablets count?)
[x] Sleep problems (Note to self: must change this)
[x] Restlessness
[x] Hurrying, talking fast
[x] Withdrawing from relationship (friendships :|)
[x] Criticizing others (all the time!)
[] RecklessBehavior
[] Fidgeting

All in all, I can't take it anymore. You might ask why do I complain and yet have time writing this entry . . . well loss of interest, I guess. And this makes me feel better and organize and it helps me with my everyday activities. The thing is, I need to do my health homework (art of cramming, I should write a book about it) and I've loss interest in it. No one can blame me, the topic that I've brought up is still related to Health. I'm in the verge of falling asleep and failing to do my homework. Damn me and my lack of interest. Damn my art of cramming. As much as I curse cramming let me say that I love it! To tell you the truth, I work best under pressure. Except for over the top projects (such as IPs, History Projects and others, they will always be an other).

Today: Mary-like dressing. Wore a black skirt and a yellow top, I looked like an angry teacher. This that may have started suckish but it was great at the end. Because I got to wore normal clothes. Hallilujah! Training! Training! Training!

NOW I CAN REST IN PEACE
NOT!

"If that's your wish . . . .

. . . . then I'll command it!"
I'm so tired even though I didn't train today (I promise to attend this Saturday. If I don't you can kill me, joke). Every time the bell rings I always worry. I don't know why but today I'm a little bit paranoid today or maybe I'm just crazy again (definition of crazy: blowing behind Aina's head so that she will get annoyed; Talking to myself until seatmates get annoyed; Fall asleep while eyes are open; Laugh while Religion Teacher teaches us about sin because of the note A gave). Come to think of it, I must be feeling both. I mean, I get paranoid every subject because I feel that there's gonna be a test and I'm going to fail it or there might be a new lesson that I will not understand because I was out last thursday. As I was saying; Darn, I'm really tired! I skipped training because I wasn't feeling so well and I've got a history that whenever I train and it's raining I become easily tired, i.e. weak (by weak I mean hyperventilating until I turn pale).

We had our music practice for "Linggo ng Wika" during our History and Health class today and it was funny because half of the class was gone and we were suppose to report about something. Anyway, I love our composition for "Linggo ng Wika". I kinda laugh (in the inside) when the teacher tried to choreograph a dance to accompany our composition and started dancing like loons (I'm just kidding. hahaha. Like Greg Evans once said "Laugh at yourself once in a while; give yourself a break." If you won't laugh at yourself once in a while then I will... okay okay, now I'm kidding!). "Hydrogen has no right to have 6 electrons!" (poor Hydrogen, must be pretty lonely on top of the periodic, table far far away from Helium)

To Do List (for Today and Tomorrow, August 26):
[x] Attend School (one down, see!)
[] Get notes in AP, Music and English (August 20 Notes)
[x] Study for Chem
[x] Attend music practice for Linggo ng Wika
[] Memorize Ions and Charges
[] Attend Softball Training
[] Make notes for Chem
[] Do Health index card (3x5. I don't know what I'm going to put in it. Seriously)
[] Read Postulate 14-16
[] Watch The Time Traveler's Wife
[] Buy sour tapes
[] Do English Report
[] Go to school and leave ate Cha's glove there (under the stairs, if you want to know where)
[] Actually live after this! :|

Events:
- Linggo ng Wika (Part 2)
- Music Practice for Linggo ng Wika (During History and Health period)
- Softball Training
- General Assembly

"Till a' the seas gang dry, my dear, And the rocks melt wi' the sun: I will love thess till, my dear, While the sands o' life shall run:"

Further Project/s: Wish List =)) (If that is your wish, I'll Command it!)

Let me start now

I wish for a Sony HDR-FX1 (worth: P259,999.00 . . . will never have one I'll just dream about it)
If not. . . I wish for a Sony HDR-UX20 (worth: P 46,999.00 . . . I don't know)

Because I Didn't Go To School Today

Reasons:
[x] I accompanied my sister to the Airport :((
Was sick (laugh but true) :|

Today- Went to the airport. :))
To Do List:
[x] Chem notes and 2 examples for each: polar covalent bond, non-polar covalent bond, single covalent bond, double covalent bond, triple covalent bond.
[] tapos notes din sa molecular geometry & types of molecular geometry (11 types)
[] tsaka outline sa p. 660 yung oxidation yun (from junessa)


Flash Back:
August 14 - I'm really and utterly pissed today. I can't take the pressure. I hate my life an I will now admit that my life sucks. Ugh. Totally pissed. This is the bitch of a living!! Shit. My day sucks and it's just recess :| damned for all time. I'm effin' pissed.
August 17's To Do List:
[x] Attend School
[] Do Chem Index Card
[x] Give Translated Copy of MTV song to Miss O
[x] Meeting- MTV Group
[] Download Seasons Of Love- Shiny Toy Guns
[x] Give Softball reply slip to Mum
August 18- Yogurt Candy! Yogurt Candy! Yogurt Candy! ...... I want some frozen Yogurt! (laugh)
"What are anvils?"
"It is the medicine!"
"When do you use anvils?"
"When you have a head ache!" (LOL)
What we did in Health (with the new teacher... forgot her last name, though):


August Schedule (not finished):


I am now watching The Nanny! :))

Movies

MOVIE LIST UPDATES

[x]1. How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days (funny! you should really see this... one of the best romantic comedies.)
[x]2. Ghosts of Girlfriends Past (corny)
[x]3. Hannah Montana: The Movie (I know it sounds stupid but I would really want to see how it goes)
[x]4. The Proposal
[x]5. Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince (yeah I know that this movie does not come out until the end of summer, actually one month after summer, but what the hell?)
[x]6. He's Just Not That Into You (I think it's like Love Actually but I don't know... :|)
7. Because I Said So
8. Fame (the 2009 one)
[x]9. Raising Helen
10. I Love You, Beth Cooper
11. The Jerk Theory
12. The Ugly Truth
[x]13. Ink Heart
14. Imagine That
[x]15. Princess Protection Program (It sounds kinda lame but I adore Demi Lovato)
16. Repo! the Genetic Opera
[x]17. 17 Again (just saw it! Let me tell you this... ZAC EFRON IS SUPER HOT!)
[x]18. Easy Virtue (COLIN FIRTH!)
[x]19. Bridget Jones Diary
[x]20. Bridget Jones's Diary: The Edge of Reasons
[x]21. Love Actually
[x]22. Halloweentown High (I just wanna see Lucas Grabeel)
23. Grease
[x]24. Notting Hill
[x]25. Kate and Leopold
[x]26. 10 Things I Hate About You (I can't believe they're going to remake this into a TV series... you cannot remake a film that was perfectly been done by Heath Ledger, may he rest in peace)
[x]27. Ever After
[x]28. Failure To Launch
[x]29. What a Girl Wants (any Colin Firth movie will do)
[x]30. Chasing Liberty
[x]31. Marley and Me (so sad)
[x]32. Penelope (sweetest movie ever! I just love james mcavoy's character)
33. Confessions of an Ugly Step Sister (I'm also finding the time to read the book)
[x]34. Music Man (2003 Version) (LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT!!!)
[x]35.Miss Pettigrew Lives for a Day (August 21, 2009)
36 .Nicholas Nickleby
[x]37. Music Man (1962 Version) (I LOVE IIIIIT!! :>)
38.They Came From Upstairs
[x]39. Jane Austen Book Club (Excellent!)
40.Chéri (I WANNA WATCH IT!)
[x]41. Persuasion (2007 version :"> Capt. Wentworth!)
[x]42. Northanger Abbey (any version, probably the latest one) (I love the 2007 version! Mr. Tilney! but the best actor/actress was the one who played Catherine... she was so beautiful and so funny! great actress... she's in Cheri too! :D)
[x]43. Mansfield Park (same as Northanger Abbey)
44. The Young Victoria (the guy from Cheri was there :">)
[x]45. Anastasia (again, please!) - 8/14/09
46. The Time Traveler's Wife (ERIC BANA!!! :">)
47. New York, I Love You
48. New Moon (well... I'm not that excited as before :| )
[x]49. Clueless (HAHAHAHA!)
[x]50. Angels and Demons
51. Valentine's Day
52. Fame (old version)

I Have Failed You, Jose Rizal / The Rest of the Day

and Manuel Quezon, Cory Aquino (may she rest in peace), Ninoy and others (you will be always an others... kidding!)

5 Things I don't like about the subject Filipino

(I'm sorry for the people who likes it and reads this, and any Filipino Subject Teacher who reads this, it's just the truth. Therefore, I warn thee: The author will not write bad things about the teacher in charge; The author will not write bad words about the subject; And, The author will not be racist.)

5. For 11 years of studying in school there had been lots of subjects that I've hated. Mostly I've hated Filipino and Science (every single year) but this year I can't hate Chem because I'm passing it (okay stop bragging). Filipino is so hard for me, I don't know why but it's just really hard. Ask me to read a Filipino book and it will take me a year to finish it or when I'm reading it I might fall asleep.

4. This year's grammar is like (enter any synonym for hard). Ugggh!!! Seriously!

3. Most of the time I don't care if I fail Filipino but this year is like the year I need to improve my grades. I don't get it, I passed the other subjects yet I failed Filipino (again, actually. I think I've never passed a test in Filipino), why am I so stupid? Okay, so I've never had passed a Filipino test (except for my second quarter test last year), but why can't I pass it now? I'm a Filipino and yet I can't pass a stupid test about it? (okay not stupid... really really really really and a thousand times hard). I'm a failure! FAILURE!!

2. Let my think about this... do you think I look like I'm good at this subject? I believe not! If only 'twas Spanish, French or German I got for a subject but no. English grammar is easy and it is a very short lesson but Filipino is so long! One topic can take two weeks when in English it can take the teacher 2-3 days to teach it.

1. I failed this quarter's examination. Not just failed it, I FAILED IT! WAAAH! I blame myself for focusing in memorizing stuff about Novels and didn't try to understand those grammar shiz. One word can only describe me right now, Failure. Oh wait, I mean two words, STUPID! I am a very stupid girl. I could take silly but stupid is unacceptable. Not that I've already fail but people are making me feel bad about myself. I already fail the subject and you keep on reminding me that, like I would forget!

I'm sorry Rizal!

Today: I Failed Fipino and PE (both subjects with the Filipino language. Doesn't surprise me). I really thought that I would fail Chemistry but I didn't (now that was a surprise). I'm so pissed about my grades. It's not high and it's not low (if you didn't count my filipino and pe grade), it's just okay. I don't want it to be "just okay", I need a high grade this year. I can't say, "it's okay there's always another quarter" because there isn't going to be another quarter. Every quarter counts this year. I don't want to fail and don't go into a good university or don't graduate third year. I hate my life right now.
Okay, so there can always be a positive side in every negative day. I got my iPod back, fixed. Well maybe not that fixed, I don't have to wait until the battery is gone before charging it for some reason but it's okay. I'm good at that, though.

THANKS MOM!! ILY!

this day isn't so bad after all. :)) :|

To Do List:
[]Finish Romeo and Juliet
[x] Watch The Nanny (6:00 pm)
[x] Watch The Nanny (12:00 am)
[x] Buy candy for Innai, Anna and Arbelle
[x] Do Homeworks
[x] Give mom reply slips
[] Watch 10 Things I Hate About You Episode 6
[] Watch JONAS episode 11

Events:
-Club

Note From my Planner: Want to spend productive time online? Be an online volunteer for the UN. www.onlinevolunteering.org
(Planner: This Journal Will Actually Change Your Life™!!! 2009)

Notes from the Friends: Even though you love yourself more than me. I still love you. :( I really do. --->ArbelleLove.

I Am The Very Model of A Modern Major General

Today: So far so good, right? I just have one failing grade (so far) and that's English. Sounds ironic, though. Oh well. My new seatmate is surprisingly friendly to me and well I'm all in a shock because we don't really talk to each other before.

To Do List: (Next time when doing a to-do-list make sure to do them all!)
[] Finish Romeo and Juliet
[] Watch the Nanny
[x] Start reading Pride and Prejudice and Zombies
[x] Do Homeworks (I know, we just started with the second quarter and now we have homeworks?)
[x] revive blog

Events:
-Periodic Trend Song presentation
-Flag Cem
-Lady Gaga Concert

Note to Self: On the next AP quiz you will get a +1 (because you perfected the last test in the examination last Thursday!)

Numbers of OKAY: 81

Results from not studying for the Exams (seriously!):
Trigonometry - 26/35 = 82% - NOT THAT GOOD!
Geometry - 63/85 = 82% (not sure yet) - NOT THAT GOOD!
AP - 77/100 = 84% (in SHS mode) - NOT THAT GOOD!
English - 48/80 = 72% (Oh! Pathetic Shoot!) -YOU SUCK, JANINE! IRONIC!
Music - 39/50 = 85% (I don't get it... I just guessed every single item) - YOU COULD DO BETTER!
Computer - 37/50 = 82% (I wanted the tests to be over!) -WOW! BUT NOT THAT GOOD!
Health - 40/50 = 86% (Okay!!) -WHAHAHA! NOT THAT GOOD!
Media Awareness - 34/40 = 90% (WOHOO!) -NOT THAT GOOD?
Chemistry - 54/70 = 84% - THIS IS OKAY FOR ME!
PE - 22/45 = 64% (okay okay... not good with Filipino words) -YOU SUCK, JANINE!!
Filipino - SECRET!

Bang Bang Boom

Again, today I have nothing to do. Apart from going to Mass today I'm completely bored. I'm watching 90210 actually but since I saw on the DVD I bought that I only have one episode left so after that episode I, again, have nothing to do. I check my Twitter page earlier and I just don't get the fact that I'm losing followers. Damn. I mean I kinda get it, with no one reading this blog why would anyone wants to follow me in Twitter. At least at Plurk I'm safe but still on the 23 friends and 1 fan so that make me a huge loser (worrying about my followers also makes me a loser).
I hate thinking people hates me.

Sister Countdown: 4 days till she comes home

My 90210 Crush

(Ryan Eggold)

He plays Mr. Matthews (okay, I'm totally addicted to the name Matthew. Matthew Macfadyen. Matthew McConaughey. Gah) in 90210 and when I first saw him I was like "He looks like Robert Pattinson-ish" and then it turned into a "He looks like James McAvoy" thing. So I really think that I have a new crush... waaaah! I thought he was you know 28 or 30 but when I check imdb he was just 24! Gosh! He looks old. :))

To Do List:
[]Wake up Early (nope! not today)
[x]Go to Mass
[]Finish Book about Kristin Chenoweth
[]Sleep early
[x]Finish watching 90210 DVD

Events:
-Mass
-Somewhere

P.S. I pre-ordered Sims 3! :>

Jane Austen on HBO

EVENTS:

JANE AUSTEN SPECIAL (HBO):
6:45- Sense and Sensibility
9:00- Jane Austen Book Club

TO DO LIST:
[]Wake up Early (seriously, I gotta take that off the list!)
[x]Watch Jane Austen Special (6:45- HBO)
[x]Crunches before sleeping
[x]Work Out (bike)

I made lots of list today :)) (there are no changes on my first two list but if there will be I will post an update on them)

(List 3)

3rd Year Ahead

[]Noli and Hamlet (2 books that we are going to read this year)
Chemistry- [] start planning for investigatory project
Geometry- [] start studying (3rd week of May)
Trigonometry- [] start studying (3rd week of May)
AP: World History- [] start studying (3rd week of May)
Game Plan:
1. Organize everything ahead of time or deadline
2. Don't let anyone affect your studying
Things To Do Before School Starts:
[] Buy new bag
[] Read ahead (e.g. Noli and Hamlet)
[] Check Teachers teaching next year (to know what's coming up)

This is gonna be a hard year for me! :|

(List 4)

For My Hair (schedule)

Monday, Wednesday and Friday:

• Blow-dry Hair
• Shampoo and Conditioner
  

Tuesday and Thursday

• Oil
• Conditioner (only)

Saturday and Sunday

• Pantene all three (shampoo, conditioner and pro-v)
• Blow-dry Hair

*Sunday- use body wash :)

(List 5)

STOP!

1. Eating junk food
2. Drinking softdrinks
   
3. Slacking around
4. Sleeping late
5. Waking up late
6. Making Lists (hahaha just added that after I wrote that below)
   

Lots of Lists... maybe I should stop... now! :)) lalalalalal! imma play yoville again! @)

Summer

Ah... The glory of doing nothing for two months but watch tv, surf the net and stuff myself with junk food (note to self: find something better to do!). It must have been three weeks since school ended and right now I would rather be in school with those people I've been seeing for ten years than be here doing nothing and waking up late... wait... I WOKE UP EARLY TODAY! hahaha! Yey! I mean I've been waking up late since summer started and now that I set three alarms to wake me up, I'm awake!

So, when the summer started I made a list of Summer Goals (not a long list, promise!)
1. Softball Training (I would really want to train this summer for softball but I really don't know if our school will be hosting a summer training)
2. Lose Weight
3. Join an acting class (I don't know if i could do this)
4. Practice the violin (for auditions next school year?)
5. Read lots and lots of books (already started)
6. Start reading Noli and Hamlet (for the next school year... wooh go juniors!)

Yeah that's it... told you it's a very long list... hahah just kidding.
I also started a movie list. Movies that I'm going to watch this summer
[x]1. How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days (funny! you should really see this... one of the best romantic comedies.)
2. Ghosts of Girlfriends Past
3. Hannah Montana: The Movie (I know it sounds stupid but I would really want to see how it goes)
4. The Proposal
5. Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince (yeah I know that this movie does not come out until the end of summer, actually one month after summer, but what the hell?)
6. He's Just Not That Into You (I think it's like Love Actually but I don't know... :|)
7. Because I Said So
8. Fame (the 2009 one)
[x]9. Raising Helen
10. I Love You, Beth Cooper
11. The Jerk Theory
12. The Ugly Truth
13. Ink Heart
14. Imagine That
15. Princess Protection Program (It sounds kinda lame but I adore Demi Lovato)
16. Repo the Genetic Opera
[x]17. 17 Again (just saw it! Let me tell you this... ZAC EFRON IS SUPER HOT!)
[x]18. Easy Virtue (COLIN FIRTH!)
[x]19. Bridget Jones Diary
[x]20. Bridget Jones's Diary: The Edge of Reasons
[x]21. Love Actually
[x]22. Halloweentown High (I just wanna see Lucas Grabeel)
23. Grease
[x]24. Notting Hill
[x]25. Kate and Leopold
[x]26. 10 Things I Hate About You (I can't believe they're going to remake this into a TV series... you cannot remake a film that was perfectly been done by Heath Ledger, may he rest in peace)
[x]27. Ever After
[x]28. Failure To Launch
[x]29. What a Girl Wants (any Colin Firth movie will do)
30. Chasing Liberty
[x]31. Marley and Me (so sad)
[x]32. Penelope (sweetest movie ever! I just love james mcavoy's character)
33. Confessions of an Ugly Step Sister (I'm also finding the time to read the book)
[x]34. Music Man (2003 Version) (LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT!!!)
35.Miss Pettigrew Lives for a Day
36 .Nicholas Nickleby
37. Music Man (1962 Version)
38.They Came From Upstairs

yeah I would probably be editing these list. haha... well right now I'm stuffing my face with chicken finger, my mom says it's my lunch.

I say... I shall enjoy my lunch and happy summer to you all

TO DO LIST:
[x] wake up early
[] work out

EVENTS:
-nadda

TOMORROW:
-Card Day (Ooooh Can't wait to see if I fail!)
-Early Enrollment (Oooooh exciting! It's like a movie!)
-Bonding with Charlotte (What the? yes yes, baby cousin, I shall obey everything you say! SO instead of a bonding with my mates I get to have a bonding day with my baby cousin... thanks a lot mates!)