Stressed Out

Today was declared a national holiday and naturally "holidays" are made so that we can rest but so far I've been stressed out. I have a confession . . . ever since we had our first quarterly exams I've always felt like everyday is an exam for me. I can't sleep without studying every subject and I'm really stressed out. It's really weird that I'm stressed out right now and tomorrow we have two quizzes in health about stress. I'm stressed because I haven't studied about stressed yet and we have a presentation about it, I think. I can't take it anymore. I'm mentally ill! We have two quizzes in health, a quiz in History about something I don't know and a quiz in Filipino about Bayani Third World. I don't know why they are very angry in the whole movie and why they are arguing about Rizal in the whole film and very rude to the family of Rizal (I know they're just imagining it but hello if you want to be realistic then they should be realistic in time and rules of society! DAMN THEM!). I hate the movie it's like they're trying to find something wrong about Rizal but really they're just making a movie about Rizal and they just want something interesting about him. ARG! Rizal is Rizal and nothing more! I want to swear so much! :|

After Dinner
They just don't understand why I can't do things that easy. There are always consiquences in life, what ever you do. (bad word), I hate Bayani Third World. It's so idiotic. wth! :|

If You Don't Take A Risk Then You Are A LOSER!

August 27, 2009

Killing someone in the line of duty
(My mind that day because I was very angry!): Duty can mean anything. Duty can mean a security guard's duty or an assassin's duty.
A guard has no full consent on killing the person but an assassin can choose to be or not to be an assassin and the assassin probably would love his/her job.
In the Movie, "Wanted", it was said "kill one, save a thousand" but that movie was about assassins! They showed also showed the joy of killing people. They may save thousands of life but they also have full consent on killing that one person.
Plus the duty of a security guard is to guard but that does not mean you have to kill every time there's a robber. Have some kindness.

Bayani Third World
(I'm Sorry... I was irritated when I wrote this!): The Movie was bad, from the script to the camera angle to the fake accent to the loser acting and the ignorance of history and rules of society and the set. Over all the movie is a two over ten on my list (like I have one) but the message of the movie ranks a ten. :) Plus it was funny. (i.e. see figure below)

I Was Suppose To Watch The Time Traveler's Wife Today

Just look at the difference and see what I've watched today

MOVIE LIST UPDATES

[x]1. How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days (funny! you should really see this... one of the best romantic comedies.)
[x]2. Ghosts of Girlfriends Past (corny)
[x]3. Hannah Montana: The Movie (I know it sounds stupid but I would really want to see how it goes)
[x]4. The Proposal
[x]5. Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince (yeah I know that this movie does not come out until the end of summer, actually one month after summer, but what the hell?)
[x]6. He's Just Not That Into You (I think it's like Love Actually but I don't know... :|)
7. Because I Said So
8. Fame (the 2009 one)
[x]9. Raising Helen
10. I Love You, Beth Cooper
11. The Jerk Theory
[x]12. The Ugly Truth
[x]13. Ink Heart
14. Imagine That
[x]15. Princess Protection Program (It sounds kinda lame but I adore Demi Lovato)
16. Repo! the Genetic Opera
[x]17. 17 Again (just saw it! Let me tell you this... ZAC EFRON IS SUPER HOT!)
[x]18. Easy Virtue (COLIN FIRTH!)
[x]19. Bridget Jones Diary
[x]20. Bridget Jones's Diary: The Edge of Reasons
[x]21. Love Actually
[x]22. Halloweentown High (I just wanna see Lucas Grabeel)
23. Grease
[x]24. Notting Hill
[x]25. Kate and Leopold
[x]26. 10 Things I Hate About You (I can't believe they're going to remake this into a TV series... you cannot remake a film that was perfectly been done by Heath Ledger, may he rest in peace)
[x]27. Ever After
[x]28. Failure To Launch
[x]29. What a Girl Wants (any Colin Firth movie will do)
[x]30. Chasing Liberty
[x]31. Marley and Me (so sad)
[x]32. Penelope (sweetest movie ever! I just love james mcavoy's character)
33. Confessions of an Ugly Step Sister (I'm also finding the time to read the book)
[x]34. Music Man (2003 Version) (LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT!!!)
[x]35.Miss Pettigrew Lives for a Day (August 21, 2009)
36 .Nicholas Nickleby
[x]37. Music Man (1962 Version) (I LOVE IIIIIT!! :>)
38.They Came From Upstairs
[x]39. Jane Austen Book Club (Excellent!)
40.Chéri (I WANNA WATCH IT!)
[x]41. Persuasion (2007 version :"> Capt. Wentworth!)
[x]42. Northanger Abbey (any version, probably the latest one) (I love the 2007 version! Mr. Tilney! but the best actor/actress was the one who played Catherine... she was so beautiful and so funny! great actress... she's in Cheri too! :D)
[x]43. Mansfield Park (same as Northanger Abbey)
44. The Young Victoria (the guy from Cheri was there :">)
[x]45. Anastasia (again, please!) - 8/14/09
46. The Time Traveler's Wife (ERIC BANA!!! :">)
47. New York, I Love You
48. New Moon (well... I'm not that excited as before :| )
[x]49. Clueless (HAHAHAHA!)
[x]50. Angels and Demons
51. Valentine's Day
52. Fame (old version)
53. Jose Rizal (1998 Version) Here

"If that's your wish . . . .

. . . . then I'll command it!"
I'm so tired even though I didn't train today (I promise to attend this Saturday. If I don't you can kill me, joke). Every time the bell rings I always worry. I don't know why but today I'm a little bit paranoid today or maybe I'm just crazy again (definition of crazy: blowing behind Aina's head so that she will get annoyed; Talking to myself until seatmates get annoyed; Fall asleep while eyes are open; Laugh while Religion Teacher teaches us about sin because of the note A gave). Come to think of it, I must be feeling both. I mean, I get paranoid every subject because I feel that there's gonna be a test and I'm going to fail it or there might be a new lesson that I will not understand because I was out last thursday. As I was saying; Darn, I'm really tired! I skipped training because I wasn't feeling so well and I've got a history that whenever I train and it's raining I become easily tired, i.e. weak (by weak I mean hyperventilating until I turn pale).

We had our music practice for "Linggo ng Wika" during our History and Health class today and it was funny because half of the class was gone and we were suppose to report about something. Anyway, I love our composition for "Linggo ng Wika". I kinda laugh (in the inside) when the teacher tried to choreograph a dance to accompany our composition and started dancing like loons (I'm just kidding. hahaha. Like Greg Evans once said "Laugh at yourself once in a while; give yourself a break." If you won't laugh at yourself once in a while then I will... okay okay, now I'm kidding!). "Hydrogen has no right to have 6 electrons!" (poor Hydrogen, must be pretty lonely on top of the periodic, table far far away from Helium)

To Do List (for Today and Tomorrow, August 26):
[x] Attend School (one down, see!)
[] Get notes in AP, Music and English (August 20 Notes)
[x] Study for Chem
[x] Attend music practice for Linggo ng Wika
[] Memorize Ions and Charges
[] Attend Softball Training
[] Make notes for Chem
[] Do Health index card (3x5. I don't know what I'm going to put in it. Seriously)
[] Read Postulate 14-16
[] Watch The Time Traveler's Wife
[] Buy sour tapes
[] Do English Report
[] Go to school and leave ate Cha's glove there (under the stairs, if you want to know where)
[] Actually live after this! :|

Events:
- Linggo ng Wika (Part 2)
- Music Practice for Linggo ng Wika (During History and Health period)
- Softball Training
- General Assembly

"Till a' the seas gang dry, my dear, And the rocks melt wi' the sun: I will love thess till, my dear, While the sands o' life shall run:"

Further Project/s: Wish List =)) (If that is your wish, I'll Command it!)

Let me start now

I wish for a Sony HDR-FX1 (worth: P259,999.00 . . . will never have one I'll just dream about it)
If not. . . I wish for a Sony HDR-UX20 (worth: P 46,999.00 . . . I don't know)

I've been looking for you all night, and I believe, all of my life. If you'll have me

So yesterday, Junessa and I watched Miss Pettigrew Lives For A Day and I find it very amusing. At first I thought that the title was just the title but it wasn't. It was literally one day. You have to watch it to believe me.
I love the cast though. Amy Adams was absolutely funny and Lee Pace was gorgeous. Frances McDormand's chemistry with Ciaran Hinds was mixed up with that feeling of romance and hunger (laugh). I love the fact that she hasn't eaten for whole day and every time she sees food it's either someone will butt in and steal it away or it will fall off her plate. Overall it was excellent.
(This was made while I was waiting to go to the dentist)

10 Things I Hate About You

10 things I hate about you

I hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
it even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way you’re always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you’re not around,
and the fact that you didn’t call.
But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,
not even close…
not even a little bit…
not even at all.

I'm too lazy to explain the movie and the tv show. I just wanted to post the poem. Oh Ethan Peck, I love thee! Oh Heath Ledger, I love thee first but you left me! :(

P.S. (just thought of this)
"C'est la vie" is not French for Seize the Day "Saisir le jour" is. Just use Carpe diem! :)) =))

There Are Apples On The Table

I must speak now or forever shall I hold my silence. Ever since I got sick from eating apples I vowed that I will never eat them! And now we face each other again. Someone carelessly put the pieces of apple in front of me and it makes me weak. It's like Superman's weakness to green kryptonite or Spiderman's weakness to fame (in the movie [laugh because I know that wasn't true]). I'm getting weak now! If I could I would (does not make any sense). Carpe diem!!

To Do List
[x] Edit the MTV video with June (1:00 pm at my place: those who want to crash... may not crash. Kalayaan group only. This is a serious manner.)
[x] Stare angrily at brother >:|
[x] Finish the Music Video (Oh please! :(( )
[x] Rest with peace
[x] Watch the Nanny
[x] Watch Miss Pettigrew Lives For A Day (Finally finished downloading it for the second time)
[] Clean my room (i.e.[id est] get my stuff off the floor, clean up my sister's side of the room, remove sister's bed from my room)

For my Sister:
Au Revoir
Godspeed
Shalom
Khuda Hafiz
Goodbye! (with lots of love)

List of Things to Avoid today

• Apples
• Laziness
  
• My Brother
• Not finishing the Music Video (SHOULD REALLY AVOID!)
• Distraction
  
• Making lists (because it's a distraction)

I bid thee, Joie de Vivre
Miss J

Because I Didn't Go To School Today

Reasons:
[x] I accompanied my sister to the Airport :((
Was sick (laugh but true) :|

Today- Went to the airport. :))
To Do List:
[x] Chem notes and 2 examples for each: polar covalent bond, non-polar covalent bond, single covalent bond, double covalent bond, triple covalent bond.
[] tapos notes din sa molecular geometry & types of molecular geometry (11 types)
[] tsaka outline sa p. 660 yung oxidation yun (from junessa)


Flash Back:
August 14 - I'm really and utterly pissed today. I can't take the pressure. I hate my life an I will now admit that my life sucks. Ugh. Totally pissed. This is the bitch of a living!! Shit. My day sucks and it's just recess :| damned for all time. I'm effin' pissed.
August 17's To Do List:
[x] Attend School
[] Do Chem Index Card
[x] Give Translated Copy of MTV song to Miss O
[x] Meeting- MTV Group
[] Download Seasons Of Love- Shiny Toy Guns
[x] Give Softball reply slip to Mum
August 18- Yogurt Candy! Yogurt Candy! Yogurt Candy! ...... I want some frozen Yogurt! (laugh)
"What are anvils?"
"It is the medicine!"
"When do you use anvils?"
"When you have a head ache!" (LOL)
What we did in Health (with the new teacher... forgot her last name, though):


August Schedule (not finished):


I am now watching The Nanny! :))

Movies

MOVIE LIST UPDATES

[x]1. How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days (funny! you should really see this... one of the best romantic comedies.)
[x]2. Ghosts of Girlfriends Past (corny)
[x]3. Hannah Montana: The Movie (I know it sounds stupid but I would really want to see how it goes)
[x]4. The Proposal
[x]5. Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince (yeah I know that this movie does not come out until the end of summer, actually one month after summer, but what the hell?)
[x]6. He's Just Not That Into You (I think it's like Love Actually but I don't know... :|)
7. Because I Said So
8. Fame (the 2009 one)
[x]9. Raising Helen
10. I Love You, Beth Cooper
11. The Jerk Theory
12. The Ugly Truth
[x]13. Ink Heart
14. Imagine That
[x]15. Princess Protection Program (It sounds kinda lame but I adore Demi Lovato)
16. Repo! the Genetic Opera
[x]17. 17 Again (just saw it! Let me tell you this... ZAC EFRON IS SUPER HOT!)
[x]18. Easy Virtue (COLIN FIRTH!)
[x]19. Bridget Jones Diary
[x]20. Bridget Jones's Diary: The Edge of Reasons
[x]21. Love Actually
[x]22. Halloweentown High (I just wanna see Lucas Grabeel)
23. Grease
[x]24. Notting Hill
[x]25. Kate and Leopold
[x]26. 10 Things I Hate About You (I can't believe they're going to remake this into a TV series... you cannot remake a film that was perfectly been done by Heath Ledger, may he rest in peace)
[x]27. Ever After
[x]28. Failure To Launch
[x]29. What a Girl Wants (any Colin Firth movie will do)
[x]30. Chasing Liberty
[x]31. Marley and Me (so sad)
[x]32. Penelope (sweetest movie ever! I just love james mcavoy's character)
33. Confessions of an Ugly Step Sister (I'm also finding the time to read the book)
[x]34. Music Man (2003 Version) (LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT!!!)
[x]35.Miss Pettigrew Lives for a Day (August 21, 2009)
36 .Nicholas Nickleby
[x]37. Music Man (1962 Version) (I LOVE IIIIIT!! :>)
38.They Came From Upstairs
[x]39. Jane Austen Book Club (Excellent!)
40.Chéri (I WANNA WATCH IT!)
[x]41. Persuasion (2007 version :"> Capt. Wentworth!)
[x]42. Northanger Abbey (any version, probably the latest one) (I love the 2007 version! Mr. Tilney! but the best actor/actress was the one who played Catherine... she was so beautiful and so funny! great actress... she's in Cheri too! :D)
[x]43. Mansfield Park (same as Northanger Abbey)
44. The Young Victoria (the guy from Cheri was there :">)
[x]45. Anastasia (again, please!) - 8/14/09
46. The Time Traveler's Wife (ERIC BANA!!! :">)
47. New York, I Love You
48. New Moon (well... I'm not that excited as before :| )
[x]49. Clueless (HAHAHAHA!)
[x]50. Angels and Demons
51. Valentine's Day
52. Fame (old version)

J-I-N-G-O!!!

Wikipedia Results:
Jingoism - belligerent nationalism
Jingo (Novel) - from the Discworld series
Jingo - A town in Miami County, Kansas
"Jingo", fifth movement of Statements for orchestra by Aaron Copland
"By Jingo" - a minced oath from the 17th century
"Oh By Jingo!" - a popular song

Today: Played J-I-N-G-O, some crazy type of bingo that shows facts about Greek Civilization, today in AP. It's too bad we (Anna and I) didn't win. We had a "despedida" for ate Ina and we all were late for English class :)). This a truth universally acknowledge that III-Kalayaan is the best and funniest class I ever had. :> I LURVE IT! Spend dismissal time staring at someone's forehead while talking to them (ask if you must but I will not tell you why... just kidding). Forgive my impertinent behavior but how long do you think this pantomime can last?


To Do List:
[] Bring Harry Potter DVDs
[x] Attend School (my body was there but my mind was at home... sleeping)
[] Type Chem Song
[x] Do AP Homeworks (1 and 2.1&2.2)
[x] Do English Homework
[x] Do Entrep Homeworks
[x] Do Trigo Homework

Events:
- Practical Test in Music (WOOOSH!!!)
- Presentation of Periodic Trend Song
- Meeting. MTV Group

Note From my Planner: Did You Know that in Bangladesh, kids as young as 15 can be jailed for cheatin on their finals?
(Planner: This Journal Will Actually Change Your Life™!!! 2009)

Notes from the Friends: "Poems are made by fools like you! But only God can make a tree" :P ----> Dana

PS: Not only had I failed Rizal but I have failed Jesus! :(( =(( What the H--- is happening to me?

I Have Failed You, Jose Rizal / The Rest of the Day

and Manuel Quezon, Cory Aquino (may she rest in peace), Ninoy and others (you will be always an others... kidding!)

5 Things I don't like about the subject Filipino

(I'm sorry for the people who likes it and reads this, and any Filipino Subject Teacher who reads this, it's just the truth. Therefore, I warn thee: The author will not write bad things about the teacher in charge; The author will not write bad words about the subject; And, The author will not be racist.)

5. For 11 years of studying in school there had been lots of subjects that I've hated. Mostly I've hated Filipino and Science (every single year) but this year I can't hate Chem because I'm passing it (okay stop bragging). Filipino is so hard for me, I don't know why but it's just really hard. Ask me to read a Filipino book and it will take me a year to finish it or when I'm reading it I might fall asleep.

4. This year's grammar is like (enter any synonym for hard). Ugggh!!! Seriously!

3. Most of the time I don't care if I fail Filipino but this year is like the year I need to improve my grades. I don't get it, I passed the other subjects yet I failed Filipino (again, actually. I think I've never passed a test in Filipino), why am I so stupid? Okay, so I've never had passed a Filipino test (except for my second quarter test last year), but why can't I pass it now? I'm a Filipino and yet I can't pass a stupid test about it? (okay not stupid... really really really really and a thousand times hard). I'm a failure! FAILURE!!

2. Let my think about this... do you think I look like I'm good at this subject? I believe not! If only 'twas Spanish, French or German I got for a subject but no. English grammar is easy and it is a very short lesson but Filipino is so long! One topic can take two weeks when in English it can take the teacher 2-3 days to teach it.

1. I failed this quarter's examination. Not just failed it, I FAILED IT! WAAAH! I blame myself for focusing in memorizing stuff about Novels and didn't try to understand those grammar shiz. One word can only describe me right now, Failure. Oh wait, I mean two words, STUPID! I am a very stupid girl. I could take silly but stupid is unacceptable. Not that I've already fail but people are making me feel bad about myself. I already fail the subject and you keep on reminding me that, like I would forget!

I'm sorry Rizal!

Today: I Failed Fipino and PE (both subjects with the Filipino language. Doesn't surprise me). I really thought that I would fail Chemistry but I didn't (now that was a surprise). I'm so pissed about my grades. It's not high and it's not low (if you didn't count my filipino and pe grade), it's just okay. I don't want it to be "just okay", I need a high grade this year. I can't say, "it's okay there's always another quarter" because there isn't going to be another quarter. Every quarter counts this year. I don't want to fail and don't go into a good university or don't graduate third year. I hate my life right now.
Okay, so there can always be a positive side in every negative day. I got my iPod back, fixed. Well maybe not that fixed, I don't have to wait until the battery is gone before charging it for some reason but it's okay. I'm good at that, though.

THANKS MOM!! ILY!

this day isn't so bad after all. :)) :|

To Do List:
[]Finish Romeo and Juliet
[x] Watch The Nanny (6:00 pm)
[x] Watch The Nanny (12:00 am)
[x] Buy candy for Innai, Anna and Arbelle
[x] Do Homeworks
[x] Give mom reply slips
[] Watch 10 Things I Hate About You Episode 6
[] Watch JONAS episode 11

Events:
-Club

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Notes from the Friends: Even though you love yourself more than me. I still love you. :( I really do. --->ArbelleLove.

I Am The Very Model of A Modern Major General

Today: So far so good, right? I just have one failing grade (so far) and that's English. Sounds ironic, though. Oh well. My new seatmate is surprisingly friendly to me and well I'm all in a shock because we don't really talk to each other before.

To Do List: (Next time when doing a to-do-list make sure to do them all!)
[] Finish Romeo and Juliet
[] Watch the Nanny
[x] Start reading Pride and Prejudice and Zombies
[x] Do Homeworks (I know, we just started with the second quarter and now we have homeworks?)
[x] revive blog

Events:
-Periodic Trend Song presentation
-Flag Cem
-Lady Gaga Concert

Note to Self: On the next AP quiz you will get a +1 (because you perfected the last test in the examination last Thursday!)

Numbers of OKAY: 81

Results from not studying for the Exams (seriously!):
Trigonometry - 26/35 = 82% - NOT THAT GOOD!
Geometry - 63/85 = 82% (not sure yet) - NOT THAT GOOD!
AP - 77/100 = 84% (in SHS mode) - NOT THAT GOOD!
English - 48/80 = 72% (Oh! Pathetic Shoot!) -YOU SUCK, JANINE! IRONIC!
Music - 39/50 = 85% (I don't get it... I just guessed every single item) - YOU COULD DO BETTER!
Computer - 37/50 = 82% (I wanted the tests to be over!) -WOW! BUT NOT THAT GOOD!
Health - 40/50 = 86% (Okay!!) -WHAHAHA! NOT THAT GOOD!
Media Awareness - 34/40 = 90% (WOHOO!) -NOT THAT GOOD?
Chemistry - 54/70 = 84% - THIS IS OKAY FOR ME!
PE - 22/45 = 64% (okay okay... not good with Filipino words) -YOU SUCK, JANINE!!
Filipino - SECRET!

Here We Go! (Again)

I've been reading this book, "Cringe" (compilation of journal entries), and I've decided to post some short entries from my journal. (I warn Thee: some are emo shits, funny, not funny at all and just weird)

Take It Away!
January 9 (Friday): Good Thing TGIS today! (Ms. -------) [Clearly she didn't know what she said back then! hahaha :))]
January 27 (Tuesday): I want to die now! DIE! [Emo Shit]
February 1 (Sunday): (a.) A wise man once said, "Thou shall flood thy inbox" then a few minutes later, "thou shall not bother anymore." (b.) "Marry me Juliet!" Romeo "Yes I will!" Juliet "It's a love story" Romeo. (c.) I'm fulying! WIIII! [Yes after being emo for a week I had completely lost my mind]
February 3 (Tuesday): "Positib!" "United State" "Lights Down, Gurs" (Ms. -------) "The proper one in OUR age adolescence!" (Old person) [Whahahaha... I just gotta say that!]
February 6 (Friday): Luck I'm in love with myself! [Vain!]
February 23 (Monday): Brother's Birthday. I love Heath Ledger (RIP). 81st Annual Academy Awards. Thinking of You. Hugh Jackman :"> . Do you hear the people sing, singing the song of of angry men? The Duchess. The best actress for a leading role goes to Janine Martinez, For.... [I had different thoughts every now and then]
March 7 (Saturday): Dentist! Damn! Aircon! Trinoma! Damn! Aircon! Grocery! Damn!
Aircon! [DAMN! Quit saying Damn! Note to self: must quit saying damn]
March 12 (Thursday): 1. When a pronoun in the second clause refers to a noun in the first clause... [Forgot your notebook?]
March 26 (Thursday): When you're gone, don't go, come back, I have your grad pic! [okay?]
March 30 (Monday): Woke up around 3:00 pm... ghad! Can you believe that? So, it means it really is summer! Yey and a little bit of a boo! (The other part of the entry is a secret!)
April 10 (Friday): Janine, Thanks for not forgetting my birthday! So what are we gonna do today, tomorrow & the day after tomorrow? More photos / videos? :P
P.S. Your handwriting is so ugly!
-KB
April 17 (Friday): I'm just a girl standing infront of a boy asking him to love her! I'M JUST A GIRL STANDING INFRON OF A BOY ASKING HIM TO LOVE HER! I'M JUST a girl standing INFRONT OF A BOY asking him to LOVE HER!
April 23 (Thusday): The Day I created missdelilahmicarelli.blogspot.com
May 5 (Tuesday): I watched Meet Me in St. Louis today in DVD then I turn on the TV and then it was the moving showing on MGM! [Sharing]
May 6 (Wednesday): Want to watch Ghost of Girlfriends Past [Note to self: next time don't judge a movie by it's theatric trailer!] .... watched Wives and Daughters :"> Roger Hamley!
June 8 (Monday): First Day of Classes. Ugh! I hate this day! It's so boring! Hahaha! Blah blah blah blah.... blah! blah! blah! blah!
June 9 (Tuesday): Ms. O asked me if I was going to run for any spot in the election and I have to tell her no and why I said no. Damn [here we go again!]. It's like she wants me to run! Arggg! I want to cry! [I don't regret running for a position!]
June 15 (Monday): Sad. I feel so lost, so mad, a nomad... I feel so... SAD!! Talk to G today. Asked her what to do... No answer. [start of my emo phase because of K]
June 22 (Monday): Spend the afternoon with AJ, Bane, Arbelle and June! :) Fun Fun Fun... SWINE FLUUUUU!
June 30 (Tuesday): Played the sims3. Copied last number from the answer page at the back (Chem). Studied geom. Wanted to Sleep. SLEPT! Zzzzzz.
July 2 (Thursday): All will know! All will know! It's a bitch of a living.. living in your hair. Just the bitch of a living.
July 28 (Tuesday): This is madness! THIS IS SPARTA!
July 29 (Wednesday): Love is not love! Let me not to the marriage of true minds admit impediment! SHAKESPEARE!!
July 31 (Friday): So Calm, So Cool, So bright! Lost: Calculator! [I had to buy a new one. My brother hated me for buying a new one]
August 3 - August 8 (Monday to Saturday): [too busy studying or having test... yup had test on a Saturday morning]

Red are Comments today (DUH?) Hahaha! I just wanted to share... :P