We’re in Subic right now. With out me brother… again. I’m in a more positive mood. Yehey. I love Subic so much. I wish to meet more foreign dudes. Hihihihi.
We should be going to mass but I don’t know when. I still have to do lots of school work. I should have done them the other day. REGRET! I’ve got many regrets in my life right now. I’m such an A-hole sometimes.
The use of my twitter account is for my sister. For letting her know what’s up. I’m not going to say how I feel anymore.
Why does every time I do something stupid it’s like everybody is watching but when I do something right for once everybody ignores me. I need my sister right now. She’s the only one I know that understands.
I know. I’m totally messed up. I can’t wait to leave this fucking place. No one can hear my cries that I drown myself with. I just gonna keep everything to myself. No one understands why I even do it and no one actually cares about the explanation now a days. I just need somebody to talk to write now and I don’t have anybody.
I feel so alone in this world. Where’s my brother? my sister? my friends? I WANT TO DIE. Life doesn’t care about the good things anymore.
Another reason, there are people whom I liked last year but totally dislike this year. People change when they grow up, maybe I should too.
I’m just gonna focus on my school works this year so that I could graduate with honors (merit) and I could show those people who didn’t even believed in me that I can do this (i.e. the ‘rents).
This is an emo post. I always feel lonely and you can’t do anything about it because it’s happening to me. SO SHUT UP SISTER ABOUT MY EMO POSTS. LIVE YOUR LIFE AND I’LL LIVE MINE>
You could probably hear me singing the title… haha not.
HAHAH! I don’t know why… MAYBE, that’s because we didn’t even do anything today. We just watched a vair scary movie in class and was mocked by our teacher while watching it. It was the best Araw ng Wika ever! I wish every Friday is movie Friday at school!
I remember when I went outside to throw something then went back to the classroom, I saw from the outside that they’re going to take a class picture then I screamed, UY PICTURE!! Then I saw the Principal walking by. I think she heard me. HAHAHAH WHUT?!
Oh yeah, our grades came out today and I PASSED PHYSICS! I don’t even know why he (our Physics teacher) passed me and gave me an 81 instead of a line of 7 grade. HIHIHIHI. YEAHER. Should I post my grades? Ehhh. It’s like I’m bragging about my average grades to people, maybe not.
By the way, Physics is the lowest grade I got. I can still be a merit card awardee. AHIHIHI! I’m so excited to be surprise during graduation this school year.
THANK GOD IT’S FIRDAY NIGHT ‘CAUSE I JUST GOT PAID… I don’t even work. What even. Oh well, I just woke up from a nice nap and I think I’m a little bit insane right now.
This is my closet door. HAHAHHA! I made it today. Thank goodness for old calendars. I need to sleep now since I want to wake up tomorrow morning (feeling like P. Diddy) so that I could study and memorize my Iliad script and my Monologue for club. I need a new life. I'm watching Nickelodeon and their playing old cartoons like All Grown Up and CatDog. I don't really like CatDog that's why I'm just going to finish this and go to sleep. I'm pretty okay today. I haven't eaten much this week though. I hope it stays that way. I need to loose some pounds.I wish my brother would know the problem and fix it. I wish he knows how to fix it. Now I’ve got this last project to do before I can finally catch my breath.
This is me with my hair all messed up. It’s 7:35 pm, I’m waiting for dinner and I think it won’t be very delightful. I’ve got lots of projects to worry about and I’m still wearing the shirt I wore for training today. I know, That’s disgusting, but we didn’t even do anything for training. Just a meeting and we played “Agawan Base” it’s like “Catch the Flag” only I don’t know the rules of AB. Our team won though.
We wore dresses today because tomorrow will be our feastday and our CL teacher forced us to wear dresses. Okay maybe not forced but I was definitely forced because I did not agree on wearing a dress. But still I wore a dress. I know I didn’t looked nice wearing it though. Most of my batchmates were wearing dresses that were too short which was very annoying. I have to side with the teachers with this topic. There are just some people I see when they’re wearing super short dresses that they look like prostitutes. But there are some who actually carried it off but of course nothing can stop them from being told off by the teachers. Damn those faculty cops. Just kidding. I really hate seeing people with dresses soooo short. I don’t know why but I think I’m a classy person and I like classy dresses.
So yeah, we went to school wearing (suppose to be) “lady like” dresses and then we went to mass with the grade school pupils. I really feel so embarrass by my batch. Not only was it embarrassing for the grade school seeing my batchmates wearing short dresses but it was really embarrassing because their reactions are pure disappointment. I always wanted to leave my school with a good reputation and have my batch not be labeled as somewhat-slutty in style and in attitude. I don’t mean to offend my batchmates but, really now. We’re the eldest in the school and we act like we’re back in the first grade; very immature, noisy and insensitive (though back in the first grade it wasn’t that harsh and they didn’t called us that back then, they called us “too young to fully know what they’re doing” or something like that).
The truth is I’m not that very happy with my batch. It’s not that I hate it or something, I’m just not that happy. It’s like ever since we started being seniors some of them feels highly superior from the rest of us. Just a memo Queenbee wannabes. you say that there are no patches that would separate us from the lower levels and yet you think that you are highly superior to those of your own age. Another truth, I really can’t wait to graduate. The more time I spend with those people I see everyday for 12 years the more I really get sick of them.
You might say that I’m a social loser for degrading some of the people I know but I don’t believe in society rank at school. It’s just the truth about what I feel. It’s not something to put a war against me on, it’s just something I really think about. I wouldn’t have thought of this if I hadn’t seen our attitudes today at school during the mass and mostly the whole day.
I hope if someone from my batch has seen this, I really DO hope that you wouldn’t hold this against me. This is my personal blog, I can put anything in it. Just as long as I don’t use names of real people and places.
Other news. My mom bought me a book yesterday because it was 50% off and she thought it would help me through my college years. I do hope so. But if it doesn’t, at least it has satisfied my enjoyment. Here’s what it looks like.
Okay, I better leave now or I might start an entry rampage. Oh yeah. Ignore my face.
We’re going to watch a play today. By we I mean my club and I. The title of the play is “Walang Sugat”. I don’t know what it is about though, so I’m just gonna be surprise. I wish it will be a fun day. After the play I’m going to my grandma’s house.
I’m waiting for my lunch but Kentucky Fried Chicken must still be in Kentucky since we ordered about an hour ago. I’m going to leave soon and I haven’t had lunch yet. Oh well. Bye!
Okay I can’t even begin to describe my day. I have finally let go of my grudge on my classmate. And guess whuuuut!!! I GOT A PERFECT SCORE IN MY MUSIC EXAM!!! I know! It’s a minor subject but I didn’t REALLY study for that exam. THIS IS THE BEEEESTTT DAYY EVER!!
It was tiring but fun.
First CL class – we had a shoot for Feastday and it was outrageously fun. I help teach the class about our song which the song I suggested. HA!
(The next subject after that is this) English – We didn’t have a teacher today and we just read Iliad and was so sabaw (sabaw is defined here as feeling drunk but not alcoholic drunk)
(This is the very next subject) Filipino – We watch Jose Rizal: Ang Buhay ng Isang Bayani. We were suppose to be dismissed by 12 o’clock noon for our lunch but we extended ‘til 12:30. Then had a 20 minute lunch break.
(After our short lunch was this yet another…) CL Class – we finish shooting for the video and practiced our presentation for feastday. It was very faaan.
(Next waz) Music – YES!! I GOT A PERFECT SCORE ON THE EXAMS!! HAHAHAH! Then we discussed about one topic and he (our teacher) let us practice for feastday
Double Physics – We had our experiment and it was a little bit tiring and fun. Though, I feel sad for our teacher because we’re becoming abusing on his nice side and we were soooo noisy, it was really annoying.
Dismissal – Forte Impromptu (Drama Club) practice for the something of club officers next Wednesday. IT WAS ABSOLUTELY BLOODY FUN! I’m going to play a cheerleader. We’re going to lift my fellow clubmate. Can’t wait.
Thank God it’s Friday! Love this day so much.
This week has been a hell for me. I can’t wait for this day to be over. The one good thing about today is that I can finally see my exam score in music which MUST be my highest. If I fail that test because of one wrong note in the circle of fifths, which I used reference to while taking the test, I WILL NEVER THING STRAIGHT AGAIN! There will be no sense in living if there is no moment, even one tiny moment, that I will feel that I have accomplished something and owning it. I sound really annoying, am I?
Oh well. It’s early in the morning and I should not be such a pessimist. Good morning, readers (reader… or air). Off to go to hell the place of learning.
HAPPY FRIDAY THE 13th, EVERYBODY!!
I’m so tired! I can’t even think straight. I cried today. I don’t know why but I was so angry about not being heard in the class (figuratively). Seriously, I keep on suggesting and suggesting and they keep on blocking me. THEN I WILL NEVER SUGGEST AGAIN! The annoying thing is I have to be angry at them so that they would share my suggestion to the class and guess what(?) ... the class was okay with it. I know I should let it go but I wouldn’t be like this if they have asked the class first and not think of another thing to do before the class even knows about it. I’m totally pissed off.
This marks the day that I will never suggest anything (for any class plays and presentations) for the class. I’ll just keep them for myself. This day just pisses me off.
I’m so far behind. I took a 2 hour nap unintentionally. Shit. I finish the CL presentation which took me long and just gave up and find a song that could be perfect for our presentation. Now I’m off to read Iliad and do my math homework. Craptastic.
This is another short entry by me. BYE!
So here’s another post by me. Hahahah! Like anyone is actually reading. Oh wait. My sister reads my blog. HI SISTER. I hope you know that I’m posting new entries now.
So here’s the thing. I’ve got lots of things to do today. I have to read chapter 3 of Iliad and summarize it for English group play. Then we’re going to make it a freakin’ play. I also have to make a medley or mash-up of three songs (Lean on Me, True Colors and I’ll Be There for You) for feast day. I have to do my math homework which I DO NOT UNDERSTAND. I have to do the Linggo ng Wika script. Damn it! We’re going to do our Linggo ng Wika shoot tomorrow and the Feast day shoot too. Shit.
Why did they have to put every single project together?
What’s happening next week?
I’ll be dead by Saturday next week.
Another day for a blah. Going to school again. Ugh. Oh well. I really don’t want to go to school today. But unfortunately for me I’ve got lots of things to do that needs me going to school. BYE EVERYBODY!!
HIHIHIH! It’s been long since I have posted lots of entries here. I’m gonna make posts here very often now since I’ve got the updated Windows Live Writer. I am so cool like that. I love this so much. It makes me look so cooooool.
As I have said a while back, I have to sleep now. Good night world.
I really should sleep right now. I still got lots of things to do.
Second quarter just started and we already got loads of things to do. We already have a quiz in math. Ohh wait. Math was the highest subject I got in the exams… so far. I’m waiting for my music test. Ugh. I will not tell you my other grades for they are not worthy. I pass them all but they’re not good to look at. I’M JUST AN AVERAGE STUDENT!! I’M NOT SMART! (sad face)
I wish I was smart.
This was my speech for Poseidon for English class. We were doing things about gods and goddesses.
I am Poseidon, son of Cronus and Rhea
Brother to Zeus, Hades, Demeter, Hera and Hestia
The sea I rule, with power and might
Offend me and I will call for a fight
My powers won’t ever let me down
I will move the earth and throw you to the ground
For the sea is not just what I control
Beware of my powerful earthquakes ‘cause that’s just how I roll
Bad temper you say I may have
Good looks, I have and very strong Abs (no sense and not rhyming)
One story I may tell, to y’all mortal beings
A story about me (I?) and Athena’s winnings
I wanted the land Athens before it was called thee
But a competition I have from knee to knee (Miss Canivel suggested something about Matthew Perry HAHAHAHAH! WHUT?! Also, I couldn’t think of anything that could rhyme with thee at that time)
T’was my brother’s daughter that fought me
Neither one of us wanted to flee
We must persuade the people who will choose thee
The competition ended with that stupid Athena giving them an Olive tree
This made me mad VERY MAAAAD!
For I flooded the Attic Plain… Very bad!
So I dare you to offend me
I’ll just punish y’all and throw you to the sea
So I’ll leave you all with a warning
I’ll look upon you with bad tiding
If you do not respect me
Just beware ‘cause I’m the god of the Sea
GUESS WHAT!!! MISS CANIVEL APPROVES! Even though she wasn’t our English teacher. Why give me just a 94?
Which was also what happened to me yesterday and our car was parked so far and we only had one umbrella. Unfortunately for me my mom was the only one protected by that umbrella.
Yesterday was so wacked! UPCAT was so…. ugh. After that I can’t even think straight. My brain was drained. I know this is a little bit exaggerated for you but when I was in a store yesterday I kept on looking at the pull sign and how do I operate the door if it has a pull sign. WTF moment.
After UPCAT we went to SM the Block and watched Inception which was another WTF. But at least it took my mind off of UPCAT.
I hope I pass.
