Just Leave Me Be

I have had enough of my brother’s attitude. He’s been a bitch all week and I HAVE HAD ENOUGH! It was okay at first because it was acceptable that he was just adjusting to college but this needs to stop.

Why am I speaking now and not before? Well I let him borrow my camera which is really dearest to me because IT’S MY CAMERA and it has an awesome video quality… anyway, I let him borrow it and he lend it to a friend. WHAT THE F! He thinks he could just do that? It’s not his property.

Any person is entitled to his or her property. It’s a sign of respect that whenever someone lent you something you will have to bring it back as soon as possible. You do not give it to somebody that the person you borrowed from doesn’t even effing knows.

I don’t care about your reasons. Right now your reasons are not acceptable. They are stupid reasons and I don’t even think it is school related. I let you borrow my camera because I thought it was school related. I wish you could just leave this house so that you would know what it feels like to live by yourself with your own money and own stuffs. Mother bought me the camera for MY USE. I was kind enough to lend you MY CAMERA. I never let anyone use it because IT IS MINE and I really like it.

I have lost my trust in you. You can never ask anything from me ever again. Fuck off. You can’t use my glue stick, my iPod Speakers (even though it’s dad’s but I know you are not responsible to return it… remember the previous time I let you borrow it, I was the one to get i from you) and any fucking thing that is in my room.

YOU ARE AN IRRESPONSIBLE BRAT! That is what you are. You don’t know the word and the meaning Responsibility, Liability and Reasonable. Now I think whenever I see you or talk to you I don’t know the meaning of TRUST anymore.

--This has been a post out of rage. Any wrong grammar is not acceptable to me but right now I don’t care--

What a Week

Dear [My] Blog,

What a week I have this week and last. Today is Wednesday so I still don’t know what will happen next but even if it’s just the middle of the week I feel so tired. I felt the same last week. I slept during 3 classes last week but fortunately it didn’t affect my grade as it is a miracle that I passed the quizzes they gave us.

I don’t feel like going to classes anymore. I don’t like studying. I just want  to sleep all the time and just sleep and sleep. I just want to curl up in bed and read a book. Life just needs to move forward and eventually, I still need to go to school if I want to get into a good College and working for awesome people.

Why does life have to been so hard? Time is going by so fast and I can’t  do anything about it. I just want it to slow down so that I could take a deep breath and rest.

Wow that was weird. My heart beat is beating uncommonly. I tried to count it but it just doesn’t feel right.

Ugh. I know nobody is really reading this shit but I just want to let this pain out and well… I just feel lonely and some people just doesn’t understand. I should stop now since there is no point if there is no one even reading this post.

By the way, my writing sucks so don’t mind it. ACTUALLY, I’m not good at writing so maybe I’ll just stick with blogging and less on actual writing for serious purposes. People are just forcing me to do things.

No Classes on Friday?

No Music Class again. I feel sad for our teacher because we have missed a lot of music class already and I don’t think anyone in my class (but some and me) really cares. I like Music class because it’s the highest grade I have in the card and our teacher is really nice but people don’t give him the respect that he needs. I feel bad that I feel bad for him. They shouldn’t have schedule his music class on Fridays and Mondays.

Oh how I wish our Computer Class was on Friday so that it will give me more time to do the computer HTML and CSS things she wanted us to do. Ugh.

Updated Movie List

[x]1. How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days (funny! you should really see this... one of the best romantic comedies.)
[x]2. Ghosts of Girlfriends Past (corny)
[x]3. Hannah Montana: The Movie (I know it sounds stupid but I would really want to see how it goes)
[x]4. The Proposal
[x]5. Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince (yeah I know that this movie does not come out until the end of summer, actually one month after summer, but what the hell?)
[x]6. He's Just Not That Into You (I think it's like Love Actually but I don't know... :|)
7. Because I Said So
[x]8. Fame (the 2009 one)
[x]9. Raising Helen
10. I Love You, Beth Cooper
[x]11. The Jerk Theory
[x]12. The Ugly Truth
[x]13. Ink Heart
14. Imagine That
[x]15. Princess Protection Program (It sounds kinda lame but I adore Demi Lovato)
[x] 16. Repo! the Genetic Opera
[x]17. 17 Again (just saw it! Let me tell you this... ZAC EFRON IS SUPER HOT!)
[x]18. Easy Virtue (COLIN FIRTH!)
[x]19. Bridget Jones Diary
[x]20. Bridget Jones's Diary: The Edge of Reasons
[x]21. Love Actually
[x]22. Halloweentown High (I just wanna see Lucas Grabeel)
[x]23. Grease
[x]24. Notting Hill
[x]25. Kate and Leopold
[x]26. 10 Things I Hate About You (I can't believe they're going to remake this into a TV series... you cannot remake a film that was perfectly been done by Heath Ledger, may he rest in peace)
[x]27. Ever After
[x]28. Failure To Launch
[x]29. What a Girl Wants (any Colin Firth movie will do)
[x]30. Chasing Liberty
[x]31. Marley and Me (so sad)
[x]32. Penelope (sweetest movie ever! I just love james mcavoy's character)
[x]33. Confessions of an Ugly Step Sister (I'm also finding the time to read the book)
[x]34. Music Man (2003 Version) (LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT!!!)
[x]35. Miss Pettigrew Lives for a Day (August 21, 2009)
36. Nicholas Nickleby
[x]37. Music Man (1962 Version) (I LOVE IIIIIT!! :>)
38.They Came From Upstairs
[x]39. Jane Austen Book Club (Excellent!)
[x]40.Chéri
[x]41. Persuasion (2007 version :"> Capt. Wentworth!)
[x]42. Northanger Abbey (any version, probably the latest one) (I love the 2007 version! Mr. Tilney! but the best actor/actress was the one who played Catherine... she was so beautiful and so funny! great actress... she's in Cheri too! :D)
[x]43. Mansfield Park (same as Northanger Abbey)
[x]44. The Young Victoria (the guy from Cheri was there :">) (BLOODY AMAZING!!!)
[x]45. Anastasia (again, please!) - 8/14/09
[x]46. The Time Traveler's Wife (ERIC BANA!!! :">)
[x]47. New York, I Love You
[x]49. Clueless (HAHAHAHA!)
[x]48. New Moon (well... I'm not that excited as before :| )
[x]50. Angels and Demons
51. Valentine's Day
[x]52. Fame (old version) (Sucked? crappy?!)
53. Jose Rizal (1998 Version)
[x]54. Fired Up
[x]55. Whip It
[x]56. An Education
57. Coco Before Chanel
[x]58. Bright Star
[x]59. Dear John
60. Disney's A Christmas Carol
61. The Blind Side
62. Precious: Based on the Novel Push by Sapphire
[x]63. Nine
[x]64. When in Rome
[x]65. Four Christmases (:"> :)) )
[x]66. Bandslam
[x]67. Princess (2008 ABC Film)
[x]68. True Confessions of a Hollywood Starlet
[x]69. Lovely Bones
[x]70. The Back-up Plan
[x]71. Holiday in Handcuffs
[x]72. My Fake Fiance
[x]73. Love Wrecked
[x]74. She's the Man
[x]75. The Last Song
[x]76. Letters to Juliet
[x]77. Julie and Julia (BONJOUR!)
[x]78. The Princess and the Frog
79. The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus
[x]80. Tim Burton's Alice in Wonderland
81. Sherlock Holmes
[x]82. Nowhere Boy
[x]83. Kick-Ass (Aaron Johnson with an American accent = hot!) WATCHED IT WITH BANE!!! HAHAAHAHAH! I LOVED IT!
[x]84. Did You Hear About the Morgans?
[x]85. Leap Year
[x]86. St Trinian's 2: The Legend of Fritton's Gold
[x]87. Percy Jackson and the Olympians: The Lightning Thief (LOGAN LERMAN IS SO HOT!)
[x]88. Legally Blonde 1
[x]89. Legally Blonde 2
[x]90. Xanadu
91. The Wiz
92. Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dream Coat
[x] 93. Never Been Kissed
94. Holes
95. Clash of the Titans
96. Prince of Persia
97. Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1
98. Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2
99. Son of Rambow
100. The Good Witch
[x] 101. The Good Witch's Garden
[x] 102. The Craft
[x] 103. Bye Bye Birdie
[x] 104. My Fair Lady
[x] 105. Beauty and the Briefcase
[x] 106. Pride and Prejudice (1940s version)
107. Cutting Edge (Even though I've already seen it)
108. Cutting Edge 2 (Again... even if I have already seen it)
[x]109. Cutting Edge 3 (PLEASE!! the guy from 90210!! Yes I've seen this movie before but I need to watch it again)
[x]110. Cutting Edge 4 (I just want to know what happens next and why was the 90210 guy isn't in this movie?)
111. You're So Cupid!
[x] 112. My Boy Jack
113. Burlesque
[x] 114. My Life in Ruins
[x] 115. My Big Fat Greek Wedding
116. Amelia
117. You Again
[x]118. My One and Only
119. Easy A
120. Accused at 17
121. Funny Girl
122. Tangled
[x] 123. Proof
[x] 124. Toy Story 3
[x] 124. Love and Other Disasters
[x] 125. The Runaways
126. Charlie St. Cloud
127. Ramona and Beezus
128. Monte Carlo (2011)
[x] 129. The Wedding Date
130. Center Stage: Turn It Up
[x]131. Sixteen Candles
[x]132. Pretty in Pink
[x]133. The First Wives Club
134. Odd Girl Out
135. Despicable Me
136. Cake
137. Cruel Intentions
[x] 138.Nanny McPhee and the Big Bang
[x]139. John Tucker Must Die
[x}140. Inception (Mind Fuck)
[x]141. Camp Rock 2
[x]142. Troy
143. You’ve Got Mail
144. The Social Network
[x]145. Vampire Suck
146. Step Up 3
147. Country Strong
148. The Romantics
149. Life As We Know It
150. Eat Pray Love
151. Lovely, Still
[x]152. Death at a Funeral (2007)
153. The Winning Season

I’m sorry but I just need to blog this

So there were these grade school-ers in the food place right outside our school awhile ago, they were so rude and insensitive. They kept on shouting that evry order was theirs and that the cook should hurry up and kept on annoying the person behind the counter. There were also grade school-ers behind the counter, they’re not suppose to be there.

I just really want to say that we were not like that when we were in elementary. Kids these days have no respect. I don’t know if that’s how they’re are like at home or if their parents are like that that’s why they’re like that. Or maybe the only grade school-ers who act like that are from my school. I went to elementary at my school and I wasn’t at all like that. Maybe to fellow classmates but not to older people.

So while they were there, I noticed that the high school students were just looking at them. Maybe they thought of the same thing. They didn’t even gave us the chance to order food until they went away. I feel like I want to tell them to stop shouting and maybe give them a very long sermon. I just don’t like how they treated the ones behind the counter.